The Story of My Life....

What If...

2012-01-19T21:51:00.008+08:00

Six years back i received an unexpected call from someone who change my life in the most unexpected kind of way...

it was the night before my birthday...

i was 14 years old back then... in form 2 and still getting to know my so called teenage life...
i was more of like a spoilt brat (come on!!! let's be honest umm) -_-

and the best thing was my abah was still around... ;)

i was doing something in my room but all i can remembered was that, it was dark and i had a face masked on my face... why the heck do i need that, i have no idea... -_-

that's when i received a call from him... wishing me my birthday...

as stupid as this may sound, i dont seem to recognise his voice...
yeah lame i know!!! -_-

and the rest was history.......

but that was the beginning of something...

something new in my life....

something i called LOVE...

well puppy love to be exact.... -_-

it took me 4 freaking years to really get over him...

it was NEVER EASY but i managed to pull it through and i survived... har har har -_-

and here i am 6 years after that...

i'm turning 20 in less than 2 hours, sitting in my room on my university campus...

wondering....

What if we were still together???

What if i didnt make that one silly or foolish mistake (to be exact)???

What if i stick with my words that i will actually be there for him when he needed me???

What if i just accept him as who he is???

What if..............................

yeah yeah i know!!! i'm not supposed to have all these doubt....

but i cant help myself...

it would be so good to hear that voice wishing me my birthday once again...

anyway, i'm just ranting since i'm going through a so called adulthood phase...
adulthood sangat la umm... -_-

so Ummaira Noor 'Azam, let's cut the crap and
Have an Amazing 20th Birthday tomorrow!!!
Insyaallah Amin... ;)

The Big 20!!!

2012-01-17T20:26:00.002+08:00

i'm turning 20 in few days time...

owhh HELLO 2012!!!
such a late post to greet 2012...

anyway, as i mentioned earlier, i'm turning 20 in less than a week...

honestly, i dont know what to feel...

owhh cut the crap, its SCARYFYING due to some reasons...

and a bit of dissapointment i guess sbb macam tak tau nak celerate dengan siapa...

the soulmate already plan for something but i guess it would be better to be surrounded by more friends and family and of course miss soulmate herself on the day i turn 20...

such a big expectation huh...

ok umm, stop expecting too much since this is what you get for treating your friends like crap for the past couple of months... -_-

hahahaha!!! such an emo entry before turning 20...

ok bye.....

it's over...

2011-11-24T02:13:00.002+08:00

My Alevels is OVER...

It was yesterday to be exact but basically i'm DONE with Alevels for good...

Its really REAL...

i'm just ........................................................

honestly i dont know what to feel... mixed of everything i guess....

i need to pack up and unpack my stuff....

so i guess i can continue to pour my heart out.... HERE... SOON....

SEE YOU SOON... :)

i'm disturbed...

2011-11-20T22:18:00.002+08:00

You know what, sometimes i just feel like facebook reveal too much of information like seriously freaking TOO MUCH!!!

i'm just ranting because i just happened to press some stupid button which happened to reveal every freaking conversation between few group of people...

WELL GUESS WHAT I DONT WANT TO KNOW AND I'M SO REGRET RIGHT NOW BECAUSE THAT WHOLE CONVERSATION IS GOING TO BE STUCK ON MY HEAD FOR THE NEXT FEW DAYS!!! CRAP!!!

and my last A2 paper is on tuesday!!!!!!!!

AWESOME!!! -_-

SCREW YOU STUPID SCROLL FACEBOOK STUFF.... HAISHHHHHHHH

i'm sorry...

2011-09-29T21:46:00.002+08:00

The reason for my disappearance is because i've been busy and its not i'm running away from any of you or anything...

my A2 which is my final exam for alevels is coming in less than a month and my first paper is LAW PAPER 3 which is a law paper....

so i need to be isolated from EVERYONE 10 days before my first paper started...

yes i know ramai sangat orang tengah merajuk/terasa with myself right now but seriously i never had the intention to do so...

when i said i'm busy I AM REALLY FREAKING BUSY!!!

i know its not a good reason but i need to just be away from everything and most of my friends mostly just to focus on my exam...

I DO HOPE EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU UNDERSTAND...

my exam will be starting on 19th of october till 22nd of november...

pray for my success Insyaallah and lets hope for the best...

I REALLY AM SORRY FOR BEING SUCH A NOT GOOD FRIEND TO YOU GUYS LATELY!!

I'll make it up after i'm done with my exam....

i shall be back by end of november...

p.s. just because i'm busy doesnt mean i dont love you... ;)

2011-08-11T16:57:00.001+08:00

I'll be away for a while... x)

A Great Escape...

2011-08-07T22:09:00.003+08:00

i was in Kuantan during the weekend... x)

it was awesome baby!!!!

this time around i just wanna be with my family... NO FRIENDS... SORRY!!!

my two awesome supir were also back... x)
sangat sweet because they willing to come back because of me.. konon la kan... -_-

btw, HOME COOKED FOOD WAS HEAVEN!!! ahhh.... such a bliss...

and now i'm tired and sleepy.... YAWN

i didnt get a good sleep during the weekend....
HELLO!!! i'm in Kuantan tak da makna nak tido lebih2...

on friday night as in saturday morning, i didnt slept at all... then after sahur br tido...
after that mula bungkang... -_-

owhhh i went to Mcd Teluk Chempedak @ 2 am with one of my supir/cousin TERBAIK...
mcm cool plak rasa pg time2 mcm tu... harharhar... dont worry we have my mummy's permission... x)

btw KUANTAN IS SO BLOODY HOT!!! -_-

nasib baik hari ni masa on the way back to sunway weather da redup...

so yeah that is about it then...

i shall blog when i have the luxury of time ok... x)

p.s. this week is going to be an interesting week... lets pray for the best... Insyaallah Amin...

Second day of Ramadhan

2011-08-02T23:23:00.003+08:00

Hello...

Hows your Ramadhan so far???

Alhamdullilah mine is good... still didnt have the chance to do solat tarawih in the masjid.. x(
so end up bwat sendiri sendiri je in the room...
its ok umm... niat yg penting... x)

anyway, I'M GOING BACK TO KUANTAN THIS WEEKEND!!! WOWOOTTT!!!

yeahhh!!! the home cooked food!!! tak pyah bwat laundry weekend ni... home cooked food!! home cooked food and HOME COOKED FOOD!!!

ok umm sabar... -_-

yeahhh i have a thing for home cooked food... x)

you know what i love the most about Ramadhan is that normally during the first week, most of my closest family and relatives will come back to Kuantan and buka puasa together...
then we can bonding bonding... HAR HAR HAR

yeahhh, i'm grateful that i'm surrounded by my awesome family,relatives and cousins...
alhamdullilah

even after abah passed away we stilll continue the tradition... x)

Dear Friday, please come faster...

one more thing, to those who have been craving for all kinds of food during ramadhan ni, CHILL la bro!!! u have the whole month nak tawaf bazar ramadhan tu ye... jangan ikut nafsu sangat la... xP

It's Ramadhan!!!

2011-07-31T22:14:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow is officially Ramadhan...

Thus, we have to start FASTING... wowoot!!! x)
i'm excited... yeayyy!!!

so to all the Muslims, Salam Ramadhan...

Let's have a more meaningful Ramadhan shall we... x)

jom collect pahala banyak banyak...

and insyaallah be a better muslim ok...

Insyaallah Amin...

Bradley Cooper is HOT with the capital H...

2011-07-31T17:54:00.002+08:00

yes i know Ramadhan is coming which ia tomorrow so i should stop all this crap and be nice so that dapat kumpul pahala banyak di bulan yg mulia...

BUT KEJAP JE... KEJAP JE...
just for this post and then i'll be nice... x)

i've been wanting to watch this movie ever since i saw the trailer...

mcm cool gila... bila ada Bradley Cooper lagi la semangat nak tengok...

lagi semangat bila dapat tengok dengan Ms Soulmate kan!!! x)

best la... worth it tengok!!! xD

movie dia mcm bodoh bodoh,lame and crappy...
duhh tengok tajuk la bro... HANGOVER... i'm sure you know whats it involve kan...

kalau nak tengok for fun and drool all over bradley cooper and his friends.. sila la... x)

BUT sangat tak proper nak tengok masa bulan Ramadhan yea...

p.s. now i want a pre-medic boyfriend yg study kat Stanford mcm TEDDY... x(

Be Right Back

2011-07-30T00:49:00.002+08:00

I shall blog when i have the luxury of time...

as for now i'm busy with the ever pilling assignments...
yes, my social life is dead...

not that you care... owhh its my blog... -_-

btw i'm so dissapointed with yesterday football's match... sedih SANGAT!!!

till then, CHOW...

Dont mess with fire...

2011-07-25T18:22:00.001+08:00

Dont mess with Ummaira Noor 'Azam if you dont know how to handle her... x)

Dont Worry Be Happy... x)

2011-07-24T17:49:00.003+08:00

Ramadhan is coming!!! wowoot..... yeahhh then RAYA!!!
owhh crap after raya ada mock A2.. ok tak best -_-

basically i'm just being random with this post...

i dont know whether i should take it as a compliment or i should be offended when stranger always thought that i'm a foreigner... -_-

this happened a lot in Sunway....

sometimes ada abang tu mcm susah gila nak explain the bill in english then bwat muka mcm-mana-la-aku-nak-explain-kat-minah-ni-dlm-english..... ahhh sudah...

hahaha!!! his face will be priceless when i started to speak in bm....
fuhh-lega-aku-dia-boleh-ckap-bahasa melayu...

hahaha!!! that really crack me up sometimes....

YES!!! i'm just being random with this post because i had too much of law essay's and accounting assignments.... and as usual la economic di-anak-tirikan... -_-
and yes my social life only revolve around my books and i....

sbb guilty da horray horray puas2 on thursday night, so i decided to STUDY during the weekend... contract law still tak dpat cover jugak -_-

btw, my broadband is officially damaged!!!
i've been a regular customer on the celcom's hotline lately.... -_-

on random note, kalau my mum and abang tak approve i'm doing law degree in overseas sbb kene bwat CLP segala mcm, i'm telling them that i wanna do CULINARY & ARTS!!!

ok tak?? Ummaira Noor 'Azam jadi Chef??? xD heee....

well then HAVE A GOOD DAY PEOPLE!!! x)

Chelsea V Malaysia

2011-07-23T02:18:00.005+08:00

Patriotism is not about flying the flag (or in the football context,wearing the Malaysia's jersey), it has more to do with actions that show a good Malaysians - by K.Anad Football@thestar

As expected, i'm sure you know what i'm going to talk about...

owhhh well, i'm STILL going to rub it your face... x)

the game was awesome... eventhough chelsea menang by 1 - nil je... -_-

well as a chelsea fan i was kindda dissapointed with them but surpringsingly i was quite amazed with the Harimau Muda...

Cerah masa depan football kita... - quoted by Umar...

the reason why i kept on telling people the game was worth it because i really enjoyed my time there especially when i have my soulmate and cousin/supir TERBAIK... x)

and for the first time i knew what it actually felt like to be in a tin sardin... -_-

from what i can conclude, malaysian's guy sangat tidak gentleman... not all but most of them...
no offence but that is the truth...

let the photos do the talking ok...

the newspaper guy
imagined, tengah org himpit2 mcm tin sardin, dia still boleh baca paper...
i salute you man...
anda telah menyahut seruan kerajaan.. -_-

with lia... x)

with darren and umar... x)

yeahhh, we are just cool this way...

Group Shoot...

on random note, i want my future husband to take my son to the football game in the future mcm pakcik kat atas ni dengan anak dia yg sangat comel tu.. xD

and finally

i did this pose once in Stamford Bridge

now its Stadium Bukit Jalil's turn

yes, i must admit Chelsea played like a crap but as a true supporter, i'll stick with them come hell or high water...

owhhh Andre Villas Boas memang hot!!! x)

A Confession...

2011-07-19T18:28:00.004+08:00

Bismillahhirahmannirahim....

This week is suppose to be a BIG week for me because i actually plan to do something which i had been delaying for a VERY LONG time...

it takes quite a lot of courage for me to even start to write this post...

i suck in running around the bushes so let's just go straight to the point...

Basically i've fallen into someone who i should have not fallen into with...

it's he who shall not be named...
hahaha!!! rasa mcm Voldermort la plak.... ok serious umm... -_-

hmmm yeahhh i've exceeded that limit....

initially i plan to actually confess to him like a week or even a day before i fly to UK... or even before i go to the boarding gate... you get what i mean right!!!

but then my good friends bombarded me with all sort of questions and make me compromise to actually confess it A.S.A.P...

my term of A.S.A.P is by end of this year.... and again they fired me like crazy...

so i've planned to actually do it before the Chelsea's game so that i can get myself all together again on thursday...

so its either tonight or tomorrow night...

BUT something came up...

i dont even know whether i should consider it as a sign or not...

for the past 2 weeks i've been praying and asking to HIM whether should i proceed to confess this whole thing...

the funny thing was that i actually get over the whole complicated feeling in that particular period...

i dont know whether its temporary or permanently but the feeling is gone... well its depreciating to be more exact...

and i'm actually HAPPY about it...

the whole emotional roller coaster ride is just so freaking tiring!!!

i'm getting so EXHAUSTED of it...

you have no idea how imbalance my emotional was for the past few months...

and now, i just wanna stop the bloody crap and move on with my life because my life does not revolve around him alone...

i'm not blaming him because he does not really know what's happening...

but by any chance if he's reading this, i just want him to know that he can make someone's life miserable for a quite period of time without he even realising it... hahaha....

if things would have not become so complicated, i guess he would have known by now...

too bad the situation is difference, so i guess let's just end the story here...

a friend of mine keep on saying that in order for me to move on i actually have to confess...

maybe she's right or maybe she's wrong...

i trust myself and i'm going to follow my heart... x)

so what if i make a mistake??? i'll learn from it...

eventually in the future he will know the truth...

but as for now, i'm done having the head over heel feeling towards him...

i dont regret it but maybe he's not the one for me...

i'm just to cool for him... x)
hahahaha.... ok fine i'm joking...

my dear friends, if you love me, please respect my decision...

I'm giving up...

2011-07-18T18:09:00.003+08:00

mummy is being so cute by sending this to me yesterday... x)

yes!!! MY MUMMY IS THE BEST MUMMY IN THE WHOLE WORLD!!!
sila ckap dlm bahasa yg comel... -_-

anyway, my broadband is DYING!!!

so i cant online that OFTEN since i can only change the bloody thing in Kuantan...

yes!!! i'm so bloody pissed about that!!! -_-

sekarang kene pkai internet connection that i have to share with the roomates...

suck it up umm!!! ckap nak pg uk!!! kat sana pun kene share tau tak... FINE... -_-

broadband tak da = spend more time with the books... -_-

owhhh btw, i'm off to CHELSEA'S MATCH this thursday... x)

boleh tak kalau nak ckap kat Drogba mcm ni,

Hello!!! i'm Ummaira Noor 'Azam... i've been to Stamford Bridge last year... During your game with Bolton... REMEMBER ME??? wink wink....

yes its LAME!!!

i know... -_-

The Ending of a Great Series...

2011-07-17T00:05:00.003+08:00

In onder not to make myself look loser SANGAT, I watched

Harry Potter and The Deathly Hallows Part 2!!!

yeah, i've been bragging that i've stopped watching the movies after their forth movie...

ever since after that i'm TOTALLY lost about the Harry Potter series...

at first, tak da la mcm tempted sangat nak pg but then after hearing the reviews i'm like hmmm WHY NOT kan???

and besides this is like the FINALE movie of the series...

so lepas ni tak da HARRY POTTER da...

tak tau la nak rasa sedih ke nak rasa apa...

i'm not a really big fan of the series but i grew up with that series...

during the first movie, i was still in primary school....
excited giller pergi tengok movie dengan cousins... -_-

and now its the final movie, i'm already 19!!! da besar da... da jadi anak dara da...
still pergi tengok dengan cousins... -_-

so i guess, i deserve to be sad??? maybe... sob sob sob....

now i feel like i wanna go to Hogwarts FOR REAL...

p.s. one of my resolution is to watch the first series of Harry Potter till the last series... in one shot... yeah, i should do that in the future...

Tiring Week...

2011-07-16T00:31:00.002+08:00

you have no idea how badly i want this week to end....

it had been a very LONG week indeed...
tu la mengada ckap psal a good beginning week apa ntah...

and now i'm super exhausted with all the freaking homeworks...

yesterday i spent almost 6 hours on accounting alone!!!

and now i wanna die...

ok maybe not die...

I NEED A BREAK!!!

perhaps a SWEET ESCAPE???

wink wink...

Freedom of Expression...

2011-07-12T17:23:00.002+08:00

After watching a video posted by my friends in the facebook, a question hit me BADLY...

IS IT WORTH IT TO BE STAYING IN THIS COUNTRY???

all this while i've been saying that i wanna come back, work and actually settle down here...

but now i'm doubting my choice...

hmmm.....

A Good Beginning of the Week....

2011-07-11T22:15:00.005+08:00

I'm so freaking proud of myself today.... xD

TAK TIDO PETANG!!! my class finished @ 12 30 and yet TAK TIDO!!!

fulamak, i deserve a pat on the shoulder tau tak...

da la tu, i end up doing my accounting past year papers for A2...

apasal la tiba2 rasa mcm alien yg tulis questions tu... -_-

and we (lia,syierah and i) went for jogging!!! yeahhh!!!

there's nothing better than watching a hot white guys playing american football while exercising...
rezeki jangan ditolak...

owhh i received an interesting msg from my so called best friend...

U tak bgtau lagi kan u suruh doa ape. I doa u cepat kawin jela eh

i'm like SERIOUSLY!!! mcm la tak da doa lain....
doa la i dpat flying colours for my alevels result, i dpat further study pg uk, i dpat bwat umrah mcm u ke and my eternal happiness dunia akhirat...
ni tak!!! dia lagi excited nak doa for my jodoh... da la tu CEPAT KAHWIN!!! -_-

yes!!! that's consequnces of having a guy as your best friend... -_-

ok lets skip that part...

i wanna show you Aulia and Syierah....

This is Syierah Aklee... My ex - housemate... x)

This is Aulia Ahmad... MY SOULMATE!!!
we plan to open a Cupcake's Boutique in the future ( har har har) and
named it Soulmate's Cupcakes... sweet kan???

ok i'm done.... x)

Reality Bites...

2011-07-10T19:23:00.003+08:00

i dont know whether i should laugh or cry... -_-

p.s its not mine, i just happen to found this in someone's tumblr....

Homeworks, Productive and New Place...

2011-07-08T21:30:00.012+08:00

Hello!!!

How's your day?

ok, i was just trying to be nice but it didnt work out that well.... -_-

anyway, i'm making an EFFORT here to at least try to update my blog AT LEAST once a week...

so far so good... yeayyy!!!

Basically, nothing much happened except i was sick during monday till wednesday...

getting better on thursday and on friday morning i decided to have a more productive life emotionally,mentally and physically...
yeah, i wrote that in my facebook's status...

dont ask me why, let's just say i feel like doing so...

besides that, my homework's stack is getting higher and highereach and everyday....
so yeahh there goes my social life....

then, Tort Law banyak sangat cases kene hafal especially the complicated-susah-nak-ingat-names.... THANK YOU SO MUCH la!!!
apasal tak boleh Abu v Ali???
Siti v Abu???
Siti v Ali???

kan senang nak ingat mcm tu....

this is how my table look like when i'm doing my law assignments....

SILA JANGAN KACAU SAYA TIME MCM NI SBB SAYA TENGAH TENSION...-_-

owhh last weekend Aimi, Farah and myself had a girls day out in Curve....

we went to watch Monte Carlo and Sekali Lagi....

Monte Carlo sangat la dissapointing...
i always choose a good movie, but this time around, my choice suck!!!

and Aimi was determined to watch Sekali Lagi....

you see, i'm not a big fan of malay movie and i hardly watch them....

i was a bit sceptical to watch it but i decided to keep the opinion on myself...

but i was WRONG!!! that movie was good... x)

jadi saya mengambil kesempatan ini untuk mempelawa anda sekalian utk pergi melihat movie ini...

trust me!! dari korg nak waste rm10 tengok Monte Carlo, better la tengok Sekali Lagi...

owhh we had a sleepover in aimi's place... mcm comel la... hahaha!!! but NO pillow fight!!!
dude, we are not 5!!! we are like 20 years old... so grow up already... -_-
we were talking,talking,talking and discussing about our future, current and past life....

sangat interesting!!!

and i was brainwashed by them like badly sampai balik tu pun mcm still thinking about it...

owhh mummy was in sunway on sunday, to check out one of the unit in Boulevard...

you know, whats irony, last year our first condo visit was Boulevard itself...
dengan abang and kakwancik semua....
however, we were a bit reluctant with the 1 exit road and everything...
so skip that and went to Saujana Residency (exactly beside Empire)...
it was love at the first sight!!!
mummy, abang and myself really love that place especially the unit that facing the pool...
omg!!! the pool is to die for!!! ala ala poolside yg pergi holiday kat tropical paradise mcm apa je...
we were determined to have that unit...
everything was perfectly fine until the owner decided not to sell it sbb nak bagi dekat anak dia apa ntah... -_-

then we have to start for the condo-hunt all over again....
the search continue to be somewhere in KLCC's area.... sangat posh but good value for money because its located in the so called Bermuda Triangle... -_-
but then developer dia mcm ngok ngek....
and abang insist nak dekat area Subang Jaya... even i'm planning to further my degree somewhere around this area...
so we decided it to be somewhere in Subang itself....
the search continue to Amaya... (apa-ntah-nama-tak-sure)
its a nice condo but enviroment dia mcm surrounded by slump area and somemore jalan kat situ SANGAT JAM....
NEXT!!!
then back to Olive, its WHITE!!! n yeahhh... its WHITE!!!! WHITE and WHITE!!!
so pontential nak nampak run down sangat la tinggi....
one of the final destination was ParkHomes Subang....
that condo baru ada base, so most probably siap in 2014 and somehow the developer pun mcm ngok ngek....
until mummy called aunty falicia to ask again about any vacant unit in Boulevard and Alhamdullilah ada...

we went to see it last sunday...
it was big ,the price is withing mummy's budget, located on the 20th floor and i like the view.... x)
and the best thing is that we can stay there insyaallah by end of this year or early next year...
so tak pyah la nak tunggu sampai 2014...
ntah abang da kene pg States balik tak time tu... -_-

it was a tiring journey and mummy seem to be giving up but Alhamdullilah, Allah SWT tu maha kaya kan... x)

so kakak boulevard will have a new neighbour la nanti...

owhh crap, i have to start driving next year...

ok lets skip about that part shall we...

did i mentioned to you about the productive life etc etc etc...

yeahh, i was dragging Syierah to join me for exercise petang tadi...

at first, Sunway was raining like cats and dogs.... then start emo la kjap...

off all the days yg hujan, hari yg i decided to jog la jugak kene hujan eh??? -_-

but luckly hujan stop after asar.... Alhamdullilah.... the padang was wet but
WHAT THE HECK!!!

cita cita dan semangat perlu diteruskan..... x)

5 rounds in half and hour... not bad huh... ;)

Have a good day people!!!

owhh this was taken masa kiteorg kat Curve...
Farah excited sangat.... -_-
as for aimi and i, we are too cool for him... x)

p.s. if you happen to stay in KL or Selangor, sila duduk diam2 dlm rumah anda tomorrow... there will be massive jam EVERYWHERE!!! GOODLUCK!!!

Super Sick

2011-07-05T19:21:00.002+08:00

i'm exaggerating....

i'm NOT SUPER SICK...

but i am sick... x(

sore throat + fever + flu = not productive life....

-_-

i'm tired and confused!!!

2011-07-01T22:55:00.003+08:00

Monday

class started @ 8 30 am and finish @ 12 30 pm.... not bad.... balik awal BAGUS!!!

Tuesday

class started @ 10 30 am and finish @ 4 pm... there's gap between them... not bad...

Wednesday

class started @ 1 pm and finish @ 5 pm.... LAMANYE!!! 5 PM TU!!! -_-

Thursday

class started @ 10 30 am and finish @ 4 pm... hari bertapa di library!!! -_-

Friday

class started @ 8 30 am and finish @ 12 30 pm.... ok la...

overall, its not a pack timetable but i dont seem to like the timing....
mostly gap dia mcm ridiculous gila...
been trying to negotiate but its not working... so yeahh... i did my best.. hmmm....

2 subjects per day... not bad... at least we have an aggreement on something...

accounting was ok with the standard costing and variances...
law , da start masuk TORT LAW... ahhh banyaknye CASES!!! Donoghue v Stevenson....
as for economic, da masuk government intervention part A2...
tiba tiba rasa mcm ckap dengan alien plak bila dengar lecture's on econ... -_-

and now i'm tempted to go to Manchester for my twinning LLB programme...

ahhhhh..... READING OR MANCHESTER?????

KAHWIN UMM... -_-

munch munch and munch...

2011-06-27T18:53:00.003+08:00

First day of class tak da kerja lain selain duk munch munch and munch....

yeap, thats happened for the first 30 minutes of the accounting class...

tiba tiba rasa mcm raya la plak...

semua org bwak balik maruku la, kerepek yg sedap tu la...

tiba2 rasa mcm loser sbb bwk balik muffins yg sikit...

da la tu utk closses friends plak... adoiii... -_-

daa la pg tadi hujan, then redah je hujan sbb nak pg class... then mula la bising I'M WET!!!

come on umm, suck it up!!! kata nak pg UK... jangan nak manja sangat....

BAIKLAH!!!

the best part of today is that i'll get to see Kak Hazwanie and Aimi!!! owhh yeahhh.... x)

best la date dengan kakak boulevard... hahaha!!!

Give me 6 months and i'll confess EVERYTHING.... MARK MY WORDS....

Final Semester as an Alevel's Student....

2011-06-26T23:33:00.003+08:00

The moment of truth that you know your break is over is when you are working your ass off to finish up the assignments given by your lecturers(during 2 weeks ago) a night before ur classes starting...

-_-

kan??

Kan??

KAN???

SEMESTER 3, BRING IT ON!!!

As for A2 PLEASE BE NICE TO ME OK... x)

Packing is not my kind of thing... -_-

2011-06-26T00:06:00.005+08:00

My break is almost over...

i'm going back to sunway insyaallah tomorrow morning....

ummaira and packing is NEVER going to get along... -_-

i just freaking hate every single part of packing and unpacking....

the most annoying part bila nak kene pack sbb holidays da habis...

the only time when i really enjoy packing, BILA NAK BALIK KUANTAN DAN ADA BIBIK KAT RUMAH YG BOLEH BWAT LAUNDRY!!!! YES!!! THAT IS SIMPLY THE BEST!!! x)

fyi, i'm not a light traveller...

i carry LOTS of stuff... heee.....

ni pun da kira sikit da

ok lets cut the crap on my packing stuff.... -_-

honestly, i really enjoyed my break eventhough i didnt do anything cool...

all i did was just lazying around, fooling around,crapping around, join mummy for some innerwheel dinner, makan,makan,makan dan makan....

owhhh yeahhh balik ktn = dapat makan best... x)

dont let me start on the home cooked food and my baking session ok....

but somehow something happened which in a way kindda spoilt my holiday mood...

but basically, this thing happen quite a lot actually and expecially recently...

so yeah....

lets start a new beginning of my final sem as an alevels student...

insyaallah, pray for my success ok!!!

Amin... x)

Coolest Invention EVER

2011-06-25T00:00:00.008+08:00

to start of i'm not a big fan of technology item... -_-

i'm a loser to be exact whenever it involve technology...

but kalau setakat nak switch on laptop, upload photos, use dslr, download songs tu tau la!!!

tak la loser mana pun but it just that kalau ada new blackberry keluar, dont expect me to beratur panjang2 to get it la.... -_-

banyak kerja lain boleh settle....

for me technology item can be so troublesome (LECEH to be exact) and costly...

the reason being you have to keep on buying new item because its more updated...

in that case sampai bila tak habis... -_-

but my perception had started to change ever since mummy passed her old blackberry to me because she was getting a new one...
see told you!!!!!!!!!

basically i got a hands me down blackberry la but seriously i dont mind at all because i'm still using my nokia N97 faithfully.... and besides my previous nokia L'Amour was getting more annoying sebab ckap tak sampai 10 minutes battery habis... mcm WTH jugak la...

so i was more than welcome when i received this

besides that mummy is also using her blackberry thus i can chat with her freely through BBM... the best thing about BBM is that it is an unlimited usage as long as you pay you bill... if i'm not mistaken you have to pay rm 10 per month for the monthly fees...

besides that, most of friends in sunway are using blackberry so semakin saved budget la saya...

in my opinion, blackberry is the best smartphone if you are living in a community as in most of your family and friends are using blackberry!!!

the Iphone user might want to argue about this statement...
indeed my abang is using Iphone 4G but seriously with all those touch screen stuff is just annoying...
well for me la kan... it might be an exception for others...

basically everyone has their own preferences....

i have no desire to argue on blackberry or Iphone.... -_-

due to my AS exam, i was unable to join mummy's trip to STATES to attend abang's graduation... x(

thus i make her list full of items that i want... x)

and one of the item was an Ipod Touch because i'm still using an Ipod Classic (yg berjasa banyak)

however my aunty was trying to toy me with the idea that Ipad is much more worth it to buy because it is just slightly more expensive compared to the Ipod Touch....

i did mention that to mummy and abang... but basically that was it la...

honestly i was not putting any high expectations on it because for me its just an Ipad....

i dont get what why my aunty was so obsessed with it when she bought hers...

and seriously i dont get it why people around the world are so kecoh about this Ipad thing...

i'm happy with my HP laptop yg-banyak-suffering-kalau-dia-boleh-ckap-sbb-i'm-such-a-ganas-owner... x)

so on the morning of my economics paper 2, i received a bbm from mummy saying that she got 2 Ipads for herself and i....

mana tak selak kjap pg tu... -_-

basically Ipad is more of like a mini notebook...

kalau your house ada wireless best la since you can upload all sort of applications such as games,annoying pets,books,videos,social networking stuff,games,games,games and more games!!!

yeah i'm Smurf's fan now... x)

but you can use your Ipad dengan berfaedah... trust me... Ipad is very useful!!!

i repeat VERY USEFUL!!!

back to my blackberry story...

there's something that i left out....

one of the reason why i said blackberry is the best invention ever because i communicate with my mummy every freaking day.....

if you have been a good friend of mine, you'll keep on hearing the i-love-you thing every freaking day....

so when mummy is in overseas, its so freaking easier for me to actually communicate with her...

mcm best giller la rasa....

there's no better feeling kan bila tau your mummy is in a good and safe condition... x)

to sum up, i'm a big fan of Blackberry and Ipad 2 now.... heeee.....

however i'm still not stupid enough nak pg beratur panjang2 kalau ada new Blackberry or Ipad keluar.... i still find it useless... -_-

I had enough....

2011-06-24T21:56:00.006+08:00

Throughout my life for these past 19 years i have only 2 best friends as in someone who i really trust with my whole heart, i can be on my own skin whenever i'm with them, i shared EVERYTHING with them and most importantly they were there when i was going through my ups and downs....
i'm not saying that aimi and farah are not my best friends.... they are the bestest girlfriends that i could ever ask for but somehow my best friend is still someone closer to my heart... aimi and farah pun close to my heart jugak la.....

My first best friend is a girl....
But something happened thus the friendship is going no where....
as in we are still friends but thats it...
JUST FRIEND.... nothing more nor less...

As for my second best friend, its a guy.....
we started as a friend and then somehow we are getting closer because of the whole stuff that we are going through and in the end i can actually consider him as my best friend....
he was indeed one of the best guy friends i ever had.....

but the truth is that now i feel like i'm losing him each and everyday....
the reason being is because PEOPLE CHANGE....
you know how much i hate changes... -_-
its suck because things are never going to be the same....
stop saying that a girl and a guy can never be friend!!! indeed best friend to be exact!!!!
for once can we just skip the religion part....
yes i know i'm wrong but just hear me out first ok...
then you can judge me....

i'm the kind of person who cannot seem to keep my own feeling on my own...
this is because i find it much more relief if i share it with someone...
i'm straight forward... there's undenial about that...
i just hate it when people are trying to run around the bushes...
that is just so bloody annoying!!!
as i mentioned earlier i shared everything with him...
after spm, we go on our own ways..... we have difference pathway....
but i still make an effort to maintain the relationship....
for me friends come and go but your best friend stick with you till end of your life....
at first it was going smoothly but somehow we are getting busier with our own life....
and whenever i'm back in my hometown i'll find a way to see him...
well mostly he come over to my hse which i appreciated...
but as time passes by, things are getting more akward...
it feels like i dont know him at all...
i'm like, where's my best friend??? the person that know me the most???
what the heck is happening???
in a way, i can see that he's going through a phase to become a better person...
i'm happy for him but somehow i feel like i'm kindda left behind or something....
which is suck because i dont even know whats happening and the feeling is suck....
i dont mind if you are going through a phase where people are starting to change but at least give a notice or something...
dont left me feeling hanging!!!
you have no idea how badly i wanna confront him about this whole akward thing but the truth is i have a bloody strong feeling that i already have the answer....
you know what hurt me the most is that i'm feeling like i actually losing someone who has always been part of my life... which indeed i think might be true...
too bad i'm already hurt and somehow i'm already losing him...
so there's nothing much i can do...

or perhaps maybe i'm the one who change???
well then, if that is the case at least i'll still make an effort to keep the friendship...
till to the extend that i'm actually making the fool out of myself....
pretty pathetic huh...

can i just have my best friend back???

but i guess that is just too much to ask...

something must be wrong with me huh....

and who would ever expect that your best friend can hurt you the most...

maybe i'm the only one who is considering him as my best friend and as for him,
i'm just nothing...

Baking Session...

2011-06-24T00:01:00.006+08:00

ahhh i can finally baked Chocolate Chip Muffins on my own!!! x)

you see, the recipe is not mine.... its my soulmate's recipe....

so i dont think it will be proper for me to publish the recipe....

so yeaahh... hmmmm.....

the final products....

i can now officially open a bakery huh... hahahaha!!!

dream on ummaira... -_-

but hari tu pg bake shop sampai kene perli dengan kakak tu apa case??? -_-

suka hati la!!! i dont charge people ok...

i just do it for fun la.... i'm not expecting any orders in the future....

i just do this to kill my time...

but seriously i did baked quite a lot during these past few days....

in a way i'm kindda proud of myself because at least i can cook something other than my lasagna...

i have this lame joke between my friends and i....

my friends pitied my future huband because the only food i know how to cook is the lasagna...
so basically he'll be eating that every freaking day in the futere... so hopefully i know how to cook other food la... better pray hard for that....

and now i can baked chocolate chip muffins and rootbeer tiramisu cake....

so to my future husband... just bare with it ok...

ahh talking about rootbeer tiramisu cake

as for this one, i got the recipe from Hwee Yin....

you can search her blog.... its Tastebud - Talk....

you can check it on the sidebar on your left....

she has many cool recipes which i think can be followed easily... x)

this is my soulmate

Ms Aulia Ahmad

we had this crazy idea but i called it an awesome idea that if we screwed up our alevels kiteorg nak end up bukak Cupcakes Boutique...
hopefully tak la kan....insyaallah we'll get good grades in AS and A2... amin....

and we'll call it SOULMATE'S CUPCAKE.... comel kan???!!???

yes i know comel....

hahahaha!!!!

as for the rootbeer tiramisu cake, u can get the recipe from the link provided....

GOOD LUCK TRYING!!! x)

it's SUMMER baby!!!

2011-06-23T23:27:00.004+08:00

Basically i'm just being mengada la....

Malaysia merupakan tropical country jadi sepanjang tahun la kita ada summer...

for those who has been staying in east cost.. ehem ehem... kita ada monsoon season jugak!!!
main hujan, banjir segala mcm....

an idea of a good summer would be

a good story book, ipod full of fast beat songs together with a good earphone sampai you boleh bend your head sampai tak ingat org sekeliling,
iPet(yeahh i call my iPad that) is just an option....
it would be a bonus if you have one because you can play all type of games, online 24/7, play the annoying pets kalau tak da org nak teman you ckap and yeah so far thats what i've been doing with that iPet....

and...

a good watch, study glasses and a cool shades
(suka hati la nak type apafor your shades, your own preferences to be exact)
ac controller and a law guidebook tak perlu kot include dlm list an idea for a good summer....

now you are ready to PARTAY!!!!!

ok i'm just joking....

HAVE A GOOD SUMMER EVERYONE!!!!! x)

an Eye Candy on the football field...

2011-06-22T20:18:00.005+08:00

if you know me pretty well, i'm sure you know i'm a big fan of CHELSEA....

who said the ladies cannot enjoy themselves watching football...

well i can.... x)

ahhhh, for the ladies out there, if you cant seem to understand any single thing about football just enjoy urself drooling over this HOT FOOTBALL MANAGERS yeahhh... ;)

Pep Guardiola for Barcelona

and a new manager for Chelsea... well hopefully there wont be any changes... -_-

Andre Villas Boas

ahhh what an aye candy huh...

who knows football manager's can be so HOT...

Welcome to CHELSEA Andre Villas Boas!!! ;)

Dr LOVE???

2011-06-21T00:37:00.002+08:00

i can officially be a Dr Love!!!

not bad... 2 nights in a row...

harharhar!!!!

bagi advices kat org boleh...
diri sendiri ntah apa apa...

umm oh umm....

Home Sweet Home....

2011-06-20T23:32:00.002+08:00

There is no better feeling than the feeling of being home....

ahhhh, back to your own comfort zone where you can do whatever you want...

for example :

tak payah buat laundry since ada bibik....

HOME COOKED FOOD IS THE BEST!!!

tak payah nak tension dengar housemate sebelah bilik nyanyi...
da la suara off pitch habis!! kalau sedap tak pa la jugak.....

there's free flow of entertainement... x)

boleh tido lambat... bangun pun lambat....

HOME COOKED FOOD!!!

HOME COOKED FOOD!!!

and HOME COOKED FOOD!!!

you must be wondering, apa la masalah dia ni duk ckap psal food je...
come on she's studying in sunway!!!

but you see, i'm getting sick of the outside foods....

since sunway pyramid is my second home so i've tried all the food outlets there....ehem ehem...

and trust me nothing can beat the home cooked food!!!

ahhhh, how i wish i KNOW and CAN cook a proper meal....
(lasagna tu lain cerita)

owhhh i can BAKED!!!

i'll talk about that later.... x)

part 1.....

2011-06-09T22:43:00.003+08:00

i'm more tempted to do my accounting's homework rather than blogging....

see how badly i need to pump up my mood for this.....

-_-

ahhhhhhhhhhhh.........

Too much colour???

2011-06-07T22:56:00.002+08:00

as you have notice earlier i've change my blog layout.....

the reason being is because i need something to pump up my mood for blogging...

and yeah this is the result.....

hate it??? well then sue me... x)

owhhh well, this is a beginning after a very long time......

2011-05-19T17:56:00.002+08:00

currently, i'm in a position where you NEVER wanna be.... TRUST ME!!!!

i screwed my econ paper 2!!!!!! MCM MANA NAK PG UK???????

its time of the month....

my hormone is imbalance.....

i've been trying to call my mum and abang... and they dont seem to answer the phone...
bbm, whatsapp semua da try.....

still tak jawab... and..................

I'M SO FREAKING WORRIED!!!!!!!!!

please dont come anywhere near me right now.... i'm like so freaking unstable...
kang ada kene hempuk even housemate pun da almost da kene da tadi.... -_-

.....

2011-05-11T17:33:00.002+08:00

It's all coming back again... The 4 years ago memories are all slipping through my mind....

It changed my life forever....

Please stay a little bit longer....

It has only been 2 years..... Well this september its officially 2 years....

I'm not ready to face another one....

Kuantan oh Kuantan

2011-02-08T23:35:00.002+08:00

my chinese new year break is almost over so i'll be heading back to sunway tomorrow...

i've been such a lousy blogger lately... x) busy!! busy!! and busy!!!

i had an interesting time spending my last few days in Kuantan... hmmmm... x)

there's nothing better than being HOME...

being home is simply the best getaway from everything... x)

well then, tomorrow is back to reality...

sunway oh sunway.. hmmmm back to college life baby...

i guess i'll be missing YOU...

p.s. i dont know when my next post will be but i can bet you it will be interesting.. something related with umm-kenapa-susah-sangat-you-nak-confess-that-whole-complicated-thing...
so stay tuned...

love,
Ummaira Noor 'Azam

saya dah tua..... SIKIT je!!!

2011-01-24T22:04:00.003+08:00

Ummaira Noor 'Azam had OFFICIALLY turned 19 exactly 5 days ago....

my dear friends had already started calling me KAK!!!

ok dah kak ni nak kene bwat homeworks sbb dia sekarang sangat BUSY!!!

owhh before that, ada sorg kakak yg mcm sweet habis duduk dekat subang boulevard bagi kak ummaira this.....

SILA JEALOUS!!! xD

(terharu giller kot kak ummaira sampai syg dia nak makan) ;)

ok da BYE!!!

errr.....

2010-12-24T20:27:00.001+08:00

nak tengok gambar yg mcm cool habis tak???

HAHAHAHAHA

ok bye!!!

another reason....

2010-12-15T22:15:00.006+08:00

for me not to update the blog!!!

insyaallah mummy n myself will be heading to

akan berjumpa dengan kakanda tersayang di sini...

then we will be heading to

owhhh we'll be spending this sisterly brotherly moment in

because we are

OWHHH YEAHHH!!!

say what you want people but i'll stick to my team no matter what.. x)

hmmm kiteorg pg sini jugak..... -_-

ok habis da...

SEE YOU SOON LOVES!!! x)

p.s. this will be our first trip without arwah abah..... hopefully everything will be fine.. insyaallah amin...

love,
Ummaira Noor 'Azam

last day in Kuantan...

2010-12-14T01:42:00.003+08:00

I spent my last few hours in Kuantan by settling some stuff and packing OF COURSE and not to forget by watching these 2 movies..

and

YES!!! i know!! saya sangat lame sbb tengok movie ni agak lambat dari orang lain...

well i'm not so bloody free to keep on updating myself with the lattest movies because i think its not my priority right now...

basically i did finish almost a box of tissue because of the 2 freaking movies!!

yes people!!! ummaira noor 'azam menangis tengok hindustan and some sappy malay movie...

however both of the movies were good... x)

so i guess i did spent my last few hours in KUANTAN wisely...

love,
Ummaira Noor 'Azam

the BEST call over for these week....

2010-12-12T23:51:00.003+08:00

today i've received the best call ever from my abang...

tanya adam dengan abang boy nak ikut KITA tengok chelseanyer match tak?
umm nak tengok jugak!!!!!!!!!!!!
yee... abang beli ticket daaa....
OWHHH YEAHHHHH!!!???!!! (start doing this weird dance sampai abang ckap apa on the other line pun hmmm-yea-hmmm-ok-smiling like an idiot-hmmmm-ok.. YOU GET WHAT I MEANT KAN?????)

and the rest is history..

muahahahahaha!!!!

yesterday might be miserable but alhamdulillah today is so freaking AWESOME!!

owhhh yeahhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!! xD

p.s. dialog tu kita ikut colour bilik masing masing ye... colour bilik rumah kat ktn!!!!

love,
Ummaira Noor 'Azam

Reality Check

2010-12-12T01:57:00.003+08:00

Sometimes you need a reality check that you TRUE FRIENDS will always be there for you no matter what...

They will always be there for you come hell or high water...

Alhamdullilah, i'm so grateful that i have them..... x)

love,
Ummaira Noor 'Azam

miserable

2010-12-12T00:17:00.002+08:00

MISERABLE = SAD = HURT DEEP INSIDE =
tak nak organize any gathering daa in the future...
well at least in the next few years...

there you go.....

GOODBYE

p.s. i'm so sad to the extend yg rasa mcm tak nak balik ktn daa sbb rasa tidak diappreciate oleh orang orang tertentu...

p.s.s. mind my mood swing...

love,
Ummaira Noor 'Azam

luggages + a-so-called-trip = achievement

2010-12-08T21:52:00.007+08:00

the title is CRAP!!!

i know and i dont care!!!

nak tengok tak gambar budak yang excited tak sabar nak balik, one week before exam start pun da start bawak keluar beg segala mcm da... sampai kene perli la dengan housemate dia... xP

ok sorry katil exroomate jd mangsa...

This was taken 2 days before the-so-called- BIG DAY....

exam was hmmmm no comment....

this was taken half and hour before supirku dtg...
( like i said before, lambat half and hour itu adalah satu KEMESTIAN )

ok x pyah tau apa ada dlm luggages tu....

the next destination was kl sentral... ok x perlu kot nak ambik gambar kat kl sentral...

i bought a ticket to......

yeahh baby!! IPOH...

it was interesting and a big achievement for myself since i get to travel alone..

here's a confession i'm not in a mood to blog...

yeahhhh....

lets try tomorrow...

SORRY!!!

pssttt...

2010-12-06T23:38:00.002+08:00

LOVE IS NOT IN THE AIR PEOPLE...

a great escape....

2010-11-21T18:13:00.003+08:00

somehow it was a great escape to be back to my hometown just for a while...
(which was LESS than 24 HOURS)

but it was beyond worth it...

since i get to breath the Kuantan's air, it was refreshing... i guess...

so yeahh, hmmm.....

i need to take TAKE 5!!!
as in nak MIA kejap...

as you can see, i've been bragging about my final exam is coming which is NEXT WEEK..

so i guess its better for me to step back for a while to concetrate on it...

I'LL BE BACK!! insyaallah as soon as i'm done with my exam....

i have plenty of crappy stuff to share with my kesayangan sekalian.. x)

wish me luck and pray for my success ok... amin...

see you guys in 2 weeks time!!!!

love,
Ummaira Noor 'Azam

This is what happened when you dont go back to your hometown for your raya's break.....

2010-11-17T01:17:00.008+08:00

perlu ke title anda panjang sangat??????

suka hati saya la... its MY BLOG!!! x)

i think it has been a while since i uploaded any photos in this blog so this time around i'm going to update you with it...

let me show you guys, my PARTNERS IN CRIME...

nama dia x pyah tau, but he's a HAMILTON wanna be la... drive kereta memang TERBAIK ah!!
sebut je nak pg mana dia bwak... x)

the second partner in crime / suka cari psal dengan org....

nama pun tak perlu tahu kot.... ini bukan sesi nak kenal hati budi ye...
David Guetta wanna be....
sampai the writer and the her first partner in crime pun daa mls nak layan...
dia bwak kereta memang agak ganas!!! kalau boleh dengan kita kita pun nak break skali...

basically!!! they are the BEST partner in crime ever....
supir supir ku yg amat aku sayangi....
suruh je ambik kat sunway, confirmnyer datang walapun tak pernah ontime..
half and hour late itu adalah kebiasaan bwat diriku ini.. xP

owhhh yeahh, the writer sudah lama tidak bercamwhore sorg sorg so lupa daa technique dia...

so ada gambar ini sahaja la... x)

ye ye saya tahu, rambut saya sudah semakin panjang....
first time smile x nampak gigi...x)
paling best tak da double chin suda...xD

so yeahh that's about it...

since kiteorg SUKA sangat stuck dlm jam, this is basically what you get la...

yeahhh i know,
WE ARE TOO COOL FOR YOU GUYS...
(muka sorg sorg nak mintak penampar)

love,
Ummaira Noor 'Azam

surat tidak rasmi

2010-11-17T00:13:00.002+08:00

WARNING!!
kalau anda rasa anda tak boleh nak appreciate my mix-up language then please la stop reading sebab surat ni banyak ayat yang tunggang langgang and campuran Bahasa Malaysia and English..
sekian, jasamu kukenang...

Ke hadapan Nenda, Bonda dan Kakandaku,

adinda disini ingin meminta maaf kerana adinda tidak dapat pulang ke Kuala Terengganu mahupun Kuantan apatah lagi Wisconsin yang berada di lain benua itu...
(padahal stuck kat rawang je celebrate raya dengan uncles,aunties and cousins)

nak bwat mcm mana??? dapat break 1 day je.. tu pun daa kira alhamdullilah sangat da...

kali ni adalah kali pertama adinda tidak beraya bersama bonda.. x( sob sob..
(bwat suara sedih)

alaaa x pa la, Hari Raya Aidiladha every year ada so insyaallah next year or next next year sempat lagi.. muahahaha!!!

basically nenda, sorry sangat sebab raya aidilfitri hari tu pun cucunda tak sempat nak balik ke KT.. nak bwat mcm mana, nama je ada license tapi nak drive luar dari KAWASAN TAMAN SRI KUANTAN pun mcm terkial kial lg... so dream on je la nak drive balik KT...

tak pa!! nenda dont worry, kakanda balik dari US nanti kiteorg balik KT for RAYA HAJI AND RAYA AIDILFITRI... (planning itu penting, jadi tak jadi lain cerita)

Bonda, jangan ahh sedih sbb anakanda mu yang terlebih manja ni tak da... bonda ada extra anakanda kat shell tu kan so bonda luangkan la masa dengan diorg plak...

last week daa puas kita tawaf whole shopping malls kat KL kan... hahaha!!! kantoi!!

maybe its time for your daughter to practise to celebrate raya alone so that she wont cry her heart out when she decides to further her study in overseas... (ummaira!! FAHAM TAK??)

Kakanda, hmmm adinda nak ckap apa eh???

basically raya kali tak banyak difference pun sbb kakanda tak celebrate Raya Haji dengan kiteorg since your first year in US..

adinda tahu, for sure kakanda da try masak rendang segala mcm for raya kali ni... tak sia sia kakanda mengambil recipe dari nenda.... (crap!! i miss your butter prawn)

too bad la your adinda tak suka masak, so kakanda do the cooking la for all the raya's the next time you are back for good... x)

and last but not least, cucunda, anakanda and adinda kalian ingin memohon maaf dari hujung rambut sampai hujung kaki jika ada terkasar bahasa, ckap straight forward sangat, bwat muka, cari psal tak bertempat dan sama waktu dengannye la.... i didnt mean to do it.. x(
sorry tau!!!

(hahahaha!! mcm hari raya aidilfitri la plak)

sembah salam sayang dari cucuanda,anakanda dan adinda kalian,
Ummaira Noor 'Azam

fictional....

2010-11-13T22:48:00.002+08:00

ummaira!!! bila nak start study????

SOON!!!

then switch on laptop, check email, bukak facebook then terus la study through facebook la konon...

tengok jam, 10 30 then switch off laptop, tido time.. x)

BUKU and FILES atas meja pandang je...

MACAM MANA NAK JADI LAWYER NI???

AIMI NABILA KU TERSAYANG!!!

2010-11-12T22:29:00.002+08:00

yes YOU!!!

kakak yang daa rambut panjang and pakai braces...
(next attempt PINK BRACES plak ok)

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY AIMI NABILA NORDIN!!!

sweet 18 tu.. wowoot... hahahahaha!!!

ok basically anda sudah legal!!! hehehehe....
(you nak bwat apa, i tak tau la kan xP)

few days ago, you told me that you were so depressed sebab nak tua da which i find sangat ridiculous sbb being 18 is kindda fun...

turning 18 is something like the turning point of your life....
(ambik!!! i nak start class add math da ni)

ok ummaira, lets be serious... hahahaha!!! sorry...

basically turning 18 ni kira mcm the next step of your life la...

you daa start jadi matured, daa boleh ada emotional attach and somehow you akan rasa difference..

what kind of difference??? you have to experience it yourself...
(x kan i nak cut the thrill kot... muahahaha)

ok i'm going to stop giving you advise on being 18 because my life pun mcm tunggang langgang..
(you know what i meant kan xP)

anyway, have a AWESOME, WONDERFUL, AMAZING, SPACTACULAR year ahead ok...

may Allah bless u always...

good luck in you CAT and ACCA...

hopefully you will be a successful accountant!!! insyallah bolehnyer...
(nak lawyer jangan lupa cari i!!!) sesi mempromotekan diri yeaa tuan tuan dan puan puan...

thanks for helping me especially in sunway nowdays.... you're the best 911 ever!!! hehehe...

your advise,love advise and everything sangat dihargai.... jasamu kukenang la!!!

i'm sorry that i didnt tell you about the you know what because i know you are like the last person that i should consult when it come to those stuff but how was i worng.. hahahaha!!!

and last but not least...

sayang u la kak!!
hehehehe... i'm not going to start become sappy....

HAPPY SWEET 18 AIMI NABILAKU TERSAYANG!!!

p.s. tak perlu filter la kot sbb ni psal birthday you, bkan dia punye birthday... hehehehe...

love,
Ummaira Noor 'Azam

yeayyy me!!!

2010-11-11T20:10:00.002+08:00

mission saya utk update blog dlm waktu terdekat HAMPIR berjaya...

tengok!!! today update lg!! hehehehe...

basically nothing much...

if you have been my REAL friend, then i'm sure you had noticed about me bragging about the annoying red spots on my body through facebook...
(faham tak cakap apa ni???? x faham lantak la...)

just now, my AIMI NABILA KESAYANGAN (yeaaa capital letter di situ) was so baik to pick me up and accompany me to the clinique...

baru mcm semangat nak masuk hopital la konon.. boleh berdrama kejap dengan hmmm anda x pyah tau...

turn out, i'm having allergy!!! haizzzz.... melepas nak berdrama...

ok ummaira tak baik mintak yg bukan bukan, nanti Allah bagi betul baru tau..

ok fine SORRY!!! x)

so back to the to my annoying red spots, basically its nothing to be worried about...
(baru ingat nak kene chicken pox for the THIRD time)

hah ummaira!! ckap apa tadi????

ok fine x bwat LAGI....

CRAP!!! FINAL EXAM TINGGAL 2 WEEKS LAGI...

baik la anda start berdating dengan buku law, economic and accounting anda ye cik ummaira!!!

love,
Ummaira Noor 'Azam

i'm being lame...

2010-11-10T19:56:00.002+08:00

baru ni baik punye kene dengan aimi...

WHAT HAPPENED TO YOUR BLOG???
DA MATI KE???

ouchhhh, makan dalam tu...
hahahahaha...

sorry, blog... i've been avoiding you for quite LONG LONG LONG time...

busy la!!!

ALEVELS SANGAT STRESS... konon la...

padahal hari hari tawaf kat pyramid tak stress plak...
hahahahaha....

ok that's lame.. I KNOW....

let's cut the crap....

hmmmmm i like my new style of updating my blog...

cool, simple, x pyah nak pakai bombastic words segala mcm.....
(sapa je kot yg baca kecuali AIMI NABILA KU TERSAYANG xP)

yes ummaira!! stick to this style!!! x)

love,
Ummaira Noor 'Azam x)

the FOUR letter word....

2010-11-10T19:40:00.003+08:00

hmmmm here goes nothing....

wahai UMMAIRA NOOR 'AZAM, apalah yg nak jadi dengan anda???
(ambil perhatian capital letter di situ yea)

WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU??

adakah anda sedang deny something??

are you running away from SOMEONE???

adakah anda suka mendengar lagu lovey dovey yg mcm cheesy habis lately???

what's with you dengar lagu tongue tied and love story over over again???
(haizz sampai nak kene repeat kat ipod anda kat library sampai sepuluh kali tu apa case??)

sampai nak miss him do badly ni apa case??

when you are supposed to FOCUS on your STATUTORY INTERPRETATION but then you cant tu apahal???
(sampai kene call budak uia, sorry budak subang boulevard segan nak call u.. takut kene gelak dengan u je.. hehehehe)

sampai nak beregomaniac ni kenapa??? konon la nak merajuk....

sampai nak test test sapa text or call each other dulu ni apahal???

sampai nak BERJUAL MAHAL ni kenapa???

WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU HUH UMMAIRA NOOR 'AZAM???

ARE YOU IN LOVE?????

if yes..... hmmmmm kill me somebody!!!! PLEASE.....

love,
urself.....

CHANGES

2010-10-01T21:24:00.002+08:00

Does a month and two days consider as a.s.a.p???

well, in my term of a.s.a.p, yeah!!
(i'm sick of saying sorry for not updating my blog)

i keep on telling you guys that i'm busy but the truth is that i'm not...

the reason being, i just dont feel like blogging and sharing my life with the public...

however, i've gone through quite a lot of thing lately and i cant seem to share it them..

so i'm back with you!! my blog...

ok i should stop crapping...

back to my MAIN title, C H A N G E S...

what do you really understand about these 7 letters word???

if you know me quite well, i'm sure you know how much i hate changes...

i'm NEVER good with it... i'm like the last person on earth to deal with these whole changes thing..

i dont know why but i just never seem to enjoy it... i like something to be ordinary and expected..

however, whethere i like it or not i still have to undergo it...

basically the reason i'm talking about this whole changes thing is because of my friends...

somehow i'm starting to feel the distance between all of us...

what i meant with friends is my childhood friends and my schoolmates...
(yeahh i know!! i dont have that many friends but i do treasure them)

when i was having my senior year in my high school, i used to thought that MAYBE they were going to be part of me for the rest of my life but perhaps i how was wrong...

it has only been less than a year everyone's are like ' going with their own way '...

its like i'm alone all by myself hoping that everything will be the same... but how was i wrong...

people change and yeahh including them...

maybe i should start to accept changes... hmmmm...

how i wish i can turn back the time just for a while just to be with them and arwah abah....
(ummaira, you know that will NEVER happened.. STOP WISHING SOMETHING THAT CAN NEVER HAPPEN)

yeahh i know i'm just being a bit melodramatic or watever you called that is...

it just that sometimes i feel like i'm the one whose missing you guys...

i'm the one who will calling and texting you guys...

its like 'bertepuk sebelah tangan'..
(i'm not sure whethere i'm using the right perumpamaan owhh well whocares)

maybe i should stop hoping for something that i know will never happened...

maybe i should just moved on and leave them behind me...

or maybe i should just suck it up and just go with the flow...

hmmmmmm...

i'm sorry if this post might be hurting anyone out there but these is what i feel as for right now in this particular moment....

love,
Ummaira Noor 'Azam

i'm so cheesy..

2010-08-30T22:55:00.002+08:00

I'll be back SOON....

love,
Ummaira Noor 'Azam

a step at a time...

2010-07-19T20:41:00.003+08:00

Hye guys!!! x)

it has been quite sometimes since i updated my blog...

the reason being because i'm like so bloody busy with my classes...
law,economic,accounting,thinking skill and malaysian studies..

yes!! i'm a NERD now... x)

whocares... anyway, i'm starting to appreciate my life here...

my roomate is nice... her name is Zarina... she's from Kazakhstan...
back off ppl!! she's taken!!!

Anyway, i met this guy yesterday....

yes baby!! it's UTT!!

he's hot but nampak tua laa... x)

shoot!!! i got to go... need to finish up my law essay!!

love,
Ummaira Noor 'Azam

A new beginning...

2010-07-07T19:12:00.003+08:00

Alhamdullilah, for these past few days i met new friends in a new college...

the best part was that one of my friend is my housemate.... x)

I started my class today...

i did learnt the introduction about LAW..
criminal case and civil case... a new thing but INTERESTING...

Hopefully i'll be able to cope with this new life of mine...

i'll keep on updating my blog soon....

p.s. i miss my MUMMY and Kuantan!!! x(

love,
Ummaira Noor 'Azam

For the FIRST time ever......

2010-07-04T21:32:00.004+08:00

i'm staying away for quite a long time (more than a week) from my mummy....

its NOT EASY!!!

she left me about 6 hours ago and i had cried TWICE...

ini lah akibatnya sebab tak pernah stay apart from family for 18 years....

Ya Allah ya tuhanku,
aku merayu kepadamu,
kau kuatkan la semangat ummiku..
kau tabahkan hatinya..
kau pastikan dia cekal dlm menempuh dugaanmu..
pls make sure she's happy eventhough abg and i are not by her side in ktn...
aku merayu kepadamu agar kau kuatkan dan teguhkan imanku dalam menempuh cabaranmu kerana aku terpaksa menunaikan tanggungjawabku bagi menuntut ilmu...
aku berharap kau sentiasa berada disampingku dalam apa jua keadaan sekali pun...
amin...

hopefully, i'll meet new friends tomorrow and everything will be smooth for my first day in college... amin....

love,
Ummaira Noor 'Azam

Busy Bee!!!

2010-07-02T12:46:00.003+08:00

SORRY!!! I'VE BEEN VERY BUSY!!!!!

just a quick recap..

i'm packing, preparing and settling up my stuff for college..

hopefully i'll be able to update my blog soon....

FYI, i am furthering my study to
SUNWAY UNIVERSITY COLLEGE...

I'll be taking A-Levels there...

love,
Ummaira Noor 'Azam

Fact 2

2010-06-22T22:54:00.003+08:00

Someone is coming back to Malaysia in August....

and i can't wait to get these......

HUGE GRINNED ON MY FACE XD

yeah yeah, that particular someone is my brother.... x)

owhhh, i just realised that i have a THING on hangbags....
(in a good kind of way of course)

love,
Ummaira Noor 'Azam

Fact 1

2010-06-22T20:36:00.004+08:00

I just discovered that

is way more cheaper than

hmmmmmm, so much of being loyal huh ummaira...

"To infinity........ and beyond!"

2010-06-18T01:05:00.000+08:00

I treat myself with....

recently... (as in few hours ago)

with Aimi, Afiq and Ezmeer....
(and please stop asking me where are the rest of my friend... the only thing i know they are MIA)

It was sweet (i guess)... reminding me that i am going to college soon...

too bad, i've given up on Barbie long time ago...
(ever since i start my high school, i gave them to mummy's best friend daugther)

i wonder how does Balqis treating my Barbie's... (hmmmmm)

Andy has grown up...
Aimi did complimenting how hot he was because he was kindda ugly when he was young..
(alaaaa not bad laa.. too bad he's a cartoon.. HEHEHE)

you know what!!! i'm not going to talk about the movie....

i just wanna say that, i've grown up with this movie...

somehow it did touched tiny part of my heart....

i guess you should just watch it and feel it yourself.... x)

love,
Ummaira Noor 'Azam

51...

2010-06-15T00:03:00.001+08:00

If arwah abah is still here today, by our side....

He will be turning 51.... x)

We love you and we miss you....
FOREVER AND ALWAYS.....

Love,
Ummaira Noor 'Azam

Double M...

2010-06-14T22:41:00.007+08:00

I've settle up about 55% of my college supplies... another 45% coming soon.. x)

owhh i got a new laptop.... x)

you have no idea what kind of trouble i had to go through in order to get it...
not from my mom but from the shop...
luckly i have the coolest aunty ever to layan me settle up all this laptop stuff...
TERBAIK LA KAK NAJWA!!! x)

basically, nothing interesting did happened for this past few days....

i never knew finding college supplies could be so complicated... (in a good way of course)

owhh yesterday, i did read an article on yahoo about DIDDY (the famous rapper or watever he maybe) gave a MERCEDES MAYBACH to his son during his son's 16th birthday!!!

i'm like WTH man!!! a MAYBACH???
come on!!!
it cost you almost 400K USD!!!
tuu la akibat kaya sangat....

then i'm wondering, apa la dia nak bg anak dia during his 18th birthday??
perhaps a HELICOPTER.... (in my sarcastic tone)

this is what you get when you watch too much of mtv's super sweet 16...
yeah.... yeah.... i'm to old to watch it.... ummaira!! you are 18!!! MOVE ON!!! xP

love,
Ummaira Noor 'Azam

Sob Fest

2010-06-07T00:12:00.007+08:00

Yesterday i went to watch these particular movie....

photo by courtesy of Ezmeer's Blog

i'm not going to explain more about the movie...
if you really want to know about the movie you can read on Ezmeer's Blog...
find his name on the list of Ummaira's Awesome People... x)

i was kindda amazed laa boleh tukar tukar muka plak...
from lisa to that emilia.. well i was hoping dia tukar pg fazura plak!! hehehe...
like i said before, a girl can always dream....
surprisingly it was good.... not bad la malaysian movie....

talking about movie, i'm so bloody jealous with Nicholas Sparks!!!
yeahh you heard me!!!

he is the famous author in US....
he writes an amazing love stories...
and most of his novels are on the New York Times bestseller list...

even few of his novels had been made into movies, example ....

A Walk to Remember...

The Notebook...

The Last Song...

Dear John...

AMAZING kan!!??!!

his love stories is like so real and realistic.... x main la cliche cliche ni....

owhhh LBS is also based on a novel by Ahadiat Akashah...
i used to read his novels..
ending dia sangat tak best because its not cliche...
for sure org mati la, kahwin dengan org lain, commit suicide la, etc etc....

but then again, sometimes we are just sick of having a typical cliche story....
its time to have a REAL story....
what i meant with real is that something realistic and not beyond your imagination...
yg mcm roh boleh keluar dari jasad... x)

so NICHOLAS SPARKS,

if you are reading my blog ( which will never happened),
i just want to ask you..

How did you get those ideas to write those amazing love stories???

p.s. i'm so JEALOUS with you.... xP

love,
Ummaira Noor 'Azam

Game Over...

2010-06-05T20:18:00.003+08:00

In most of recent posts, i did revealed the OTHER side of me...
alaa kira mcm the emo-negative-weird-unsual side of me la... xP

and it seem like not eveyone can accept my emoness...
LAME UMMAIRA!!! hahaha!!!

so i guess, lets just take a break for a while... and just be on my NORMAL side...
the bubbly-merepek-ckap banyak-syok sendiri kind of side... they have those side???

owhh yeahh, I'M BACK!!! xD
hehehehe....

shoot!! i need to get ready!!! nak pergi Sob-Fest with Aimi Nabila and Ezmeer...
yeahhh, they do cry!! hmmmm x) hahahaha!!!

love,
Ummaira Noor 'Azam

people do care..

2010-06-05T01:57:00.003+08:00

i just realised that people do read my blog.... x)

its good to know that others still love you eventhough you are not perfect...

and i just learnt that i should control my temper..

"you jangan cari psal!!", remind aimi.. hehehe... thanks for being there for me...

one more thing, I'M NOT PERFECT and never going to be one..

just accept me as who i am... x)

love,
Ummaira Noor 'Azam

Abah...

2010-06-04T01:00:00.003+08:00

abah...

you have no idea how much i'm missing you....

it's like killing me inside....

sometimes, i'm wondering what if you are still here???

i'm sure you'll give me the best advise eventhough i hardly agreed with you...

i can always count on you whenever i needed you...

i always known myself as daddy's girl...

i'm sorry, i'm still not strong enough whenever others started talking about you...

it's like there's a huge hole in my heart...

it is suffering because i cant share it with anyone... not mummy or abang... i'm sure they are having the hard time too...

you are the reason why i wanna be a psychologist...

too bad, mummy didnt support my dream... but i'm sure she has a reason for it...

and things starting to change ever since you passed away... i'm just saying things, people do change...

you know what sometimes i just wanna escape myself... just go to the good old days..
with you and everyone....

i know it's not happening... but a girl can always dream...

i just want you to know that i will always love you, abah...

forever and always...

i'm feeling like a crap!!!

2010-06-04T00:10:00.002+08:00

i just realised that i've only posted 5 posts in may which was some sort of like significance i guess...

how interesting, ummaira... like people care...

anyway, i've been cleaning up my room for these past few days... thanks to the bibik!!
owhhh yeahh she's back!! NO!! not the run-away-bibik was back..
it was the previous bibik that used to stay with us for quite sometimes that that decided to went back to her hometown which was being replaced by the run-away-bibik...

i'm supposed to be excited because for the first time in a very long time i can sleep happily without worrying about the fact that someone want to brake into the house or something...

but then something inconsiderate did happened because of this whole the-old-bibik-is-back-thing...
i just dont get it why people can be so sellfish or even self-centered???
its like a crap!!! so bloody BS!!!
come on!! i'm talking about a reality check here..
i'm going to college.. abang is still in US...
and you expect our mum to stay alone in the house???

do you have any idea how does it felt when just the two of stayed in the big house??
every single night i barely cant slept...
everytime i heard those weird noises i'll wake up...
it kept on bugging me until 2 or 3 am..
then i can only sleep...

it was never easy!!! i've been going through it for a month...
you kept on telling us that nothing going to happened..
just lock the doors, switch on the alarm, blablablabla.....
but you cant gurantee us nothing will happened did you???

pathetically, something did happened...

and when the old bibik was kind enough to come back here..
to accompany mummy, while my brother and i are away, you have no idea how greatfull i was...
alhamdullilah sangat ada org nak teman umi...
it did give myself a piece of mind..
at least i dont have to worry about mummy's safety while i'm in college...

but then YOU decided not to come to our house because of the previous bibik...
it was like, you will never step into my house gate if she's here...

so, i'm wondering if my family didnt hire the previous bibik..

will you stay in our house while abang and i are away???
will you take care of our mummy while we are away???
will you help to clean up the whole house like what the previous bibik is doing now???

hmmmm, i think i know the answer...

for the last time, try to put yourself in my position...

what will you do if you in situation???

Think with your head not your heart...

Thank You....

abang, you are in big trouble!!!

2010-05-26T14:48:00.003+08:00

hahaha!!! mcm best kan my title...
here's a thing, yesterday we went to one of my uncle engagement ceremony in pekan...
so our mummy sudah menunjukkan symptom symptom yg beliau sudah bersedia untuk menerima menantu... (wahhh cakap dlm bm tu!! jangan main!! hahaha!!)
as you can see, i only have two siblings... my brother and i...
so my turn sangat la jauh dan lambat lagi ye... i'm 18 for god sake!!!!
the suitable candidate tak da lagi.. hahahaha!!! xP
ok ummaira, anda daa start merepek daa...

back to the topic, owhh yeah abangku!!!
tak da la mcm big truble sangat...
i'm just exaggerating... xD
you know la your sister kan... suka exaggerate melebih lebih... x)

so yeahh, our mummy daa mcm x sabar nak bwat engagement or any kind of ceremony which related with wedding in our hse compound...
she even offer it to our cousins ok... jangan main!!!
haizzz, you are so busted abg!! hahaha!!!

anyway, the engagement ceremony was sweet....
more photos sila visit blog my cousin's blog, sera..
dengan harapan sera daa upload la.. x)

CONGRATULATIONS ABANG UMAR and YOUR FIANCE!!! x)

p.s. amboi ummaira, ckap psal wedding terus suka eh... xP

love,
Ummaira Noor 'Azam

mission of the day.... done...

2010-05-26T14:00:00.002+08:00

it's 2.03 pm... according to my ipod time...
and i'm sitting outside my hse dengan harapan dapat inspiration laa sangat in order to update my blog...
i did post in my facebook status dat i was going to update my blog...
aimi was reminding me about the spelling error...
bieberr oh bieberr...

since i'm sitting outside my hse, lets talk about the weather..
omg!!!! kuantan is so bloody hot!!! bak kata aimi, whole year summer la kan....
its like humid and hot..
you can end up with those sticky sweating condition...
yesterday, i was watching Dear John in my movie room... ( i cried ok!!! boleh bwat sob-fest)
omg!!! dat was one of the best romantic movie i ever watch...
ok i'm not going to talk about the movie..
the pathetic thing was dat, i was supposed to enjoy the movie in those cold, nice, comfortable kind of enviroment but then i end up with opposite...
haizzzz, spoiler habis!!!
i should suggest the movie on the next movie-night-out.. x)

ok daa start lari topic da... ummaira focus!!!
dont you think it could be fun kalau malaysia ada four seasons...
summer,fall,winter, autumn....
awwwww cute habis!!! xD
imagined pg sekolah wearing those cute furry coat... then bila cakap keluar those asap asap thing from your mouth...
fun kan!! x)
malangnya malaysia terletak di atas garisan khatulistiwa(ceh ceh, ingat lagi ni masa blaja geografi in form 1 with cikgu raja roslinda)..
so dream on je la kita nak ada 4 seasons...
kita hanya ada summer and monsoon seasons the whole year...
ok ummaira, be grateful of that.... xP

end of the weather topic.... x)

next....
about my two previous posts, i'm sure some of you might be asking whats going on with ummaira???
hmm lets just say that is some sort of like the other side of me....
that is my way of getting out of my frustration...
so i guess you will be seeing more of that side of me in the future...

owhh yeah.... DEFINITELY....

love,
Ummaira Noor 'Azam...

i miss you...

2010-05-14T16:14:00.002+08:00

LIFE SUCK!!!

I HATE IT...

abah, how i wish you are still here...

by my side, giving me the right advice when i need you...

and just be there for me......

it's really suck you know having a busy mother and a far away brother...

BIG SIGH.....

H E L L O!!!

2010-05-14T15:17:00.002+08:00

hye guys!!!

it had been 11 days since my last post....

11 days huh?? lots of stuff happened during that past 11 days...

firstly, i went for a college-hunting-trip with my dearest cousins....
i had so much during the trip... it was one of the best moment i ever had ever since daddy passed away...the cousins really make my days!!! u guys r the best laa.. TERBAIK!!! i'll talk about the trip on my next post...

secondly, i had fight with a good guy friend of mine.... LAME huh!!!
its not really a fight!! it was more of like i'm-dissapointed -with -you-because-of-the-whole-not-fulfilling-your-promise-thing i'm a big NO NO when someone broke their promise with me... its like dont promise me anything if you cant even fulfill it....

thirdly, here's a thing!! if you know me really well, i meant it REALLY REALLY WELL, you do know who is Ummaira Noor 'Azam... i'm like VERY STRAIGHT FORWARD... for those who know me very well, they do agree with this fact.. i do admit that sometimes people dont really comfortable with my straight forwardness... if you are consider under the i-dont-really-know-you-dat-well or even you-dont-know-me-dat-well category, then i wouldnt mind you being hurt with my straight forwardness... i totally understand... BUT if you are related to me and you know me very well, then i have problem with you when you cant handle my straight forwardness... i meant its not like i never past you those kind of remark...it was NOT my first time... what i'm saying was the truth!! its not like i create dat up... ok fine, you cant bear with it, cant you just say it to my face??? tell me!! cakap, umm i think you should watch out your mouth!!! then i can accept it.... the most pathetic part was that i did said sorry and all you did was nothing... i look so stupid huh??? WATEVER!!! i'm done....

forthly, my maid ran away, owhh yeahh!! ran away as in lari rumah laa!!! ok fine!! if you really wanna ran away at least finish up your work!! x pyah la nak bwat separuh kerja.. annoying habis!! and because of dat i'm the one yg kene bwat all the hse work... (ok stop giving those -mcm-tak-pernah-bwat-kerja-rumah-kind-of-look) just because i didnt do the hse work while having the maid, dat does not mean i dont know how to do the hse work... besides dis is part of my learning process for college.. dughhh!!

and finally, right now i'm just so mad with EVERYONE!! i dont need to explain about dat part... it just suck when people stop treating you like a real human being...
you know wat!! i cant wait to get the hell out of this place!!
i just wanna start college...

end of story....

spark plug + my name is khan movie + serious discussion = my weekend

2010-05-03T18:27:00.010+08:00

FRIDAY

well, at first i didnt feel like going out... but then afiq mcm semangat ajak and thinking about daa lama x jumpa hani.. then why not!!! jom keluar!!! aimi pick me up... aimi drive sangat ganas.. you know what, i kindda agree about the fact dat women drivers is more dangerous than the men... thanks aimi!! for making me realised about dat... xD hahaha!! we went to watch WHEN IN ROME!! owhh yeahh for the second time.. and i still wanna go to the Fonte D'Amore... i'm still jealous with fergie.. read my previous post... Ezmeer did joined the four of us... we met our juniors (nadiah BS and afiqah).. sorry!! i'm not sure about the names...owhh we meet nad too!! and nana with her sister... then masa nak balik, aimi bwat drama!!! hahaha!!! she cant start the engine of her car... i was like come guys!!! not the second time... (long story about the first time with syahrul's car)
afiq : hmm i rasa spark plug problem la... ( muka convincing habis) aimi n me : what the hell is dat??? afiq : laa yg kita blaja masa KH tu... kan ezmeer??? ezmeer : hmmmmmm..... ( muka x tau nak bwat apa) me : kiteorg ambik perdagangan la afiq!! mana blaja psal spark plag ni! afiq : but then i x tau spark plug punye bentuk mcm mana???

hahahaha!!!! ngek kan afiq!!! awww i miss him... here's the photo of them finding the spark plug..

finally, kiteorg discover the real problem!!! HAHAHAHA!!! x pyah la ckap... biar the four of us je yg tau... HAHAHAHA!!! (sorry aimi, i cant help myself)
then aimi and afiq sent me to shell... so sempat la kiteorg camwhore kjap....

it was an interesting journey laa.... i'm going to remember those moment.... x)

SATURDAY

i decided to cook my AWESOME LASAGNA for my friends... we even had a movie night in my hse... we as in aimi, afiq, adele, nad, tcy, zul n myself of coure... we end up watching this movie...

My name is Khan and i'm not a terrorist....

the movie was really good... its far difference from when in rome... dream on if u expect me to talk about the movie.. xP we even had a sobfest!! hahaha!! cute kan.. nad was president while adele was the vice president for fest!! hahaha!!! and seriously, watching hindustan is not dat bad!!!

well i did mentioned dat i'm going to snap more photos for my awesome lasagna kan??
and now, lets the cooking class begin.... on second thought, let the photos do the talking... x)

my tasters....

nad dtg lambat so x sempat snap her photo... seriously it was fun...
i'm going to miss you guys in college...

SUNDAY

i did nothing interesting.. all i did was just watching tv the whole day.. owhh grey's anatomy marathon was fun!! mcdreamy is still yummy... x) then on the evening i had this serious discussion with mummy about what i'm supposed to do after dis.. as in foundation in law from uitm or A - levels??? well i still miss my daddy when it come to this kind of stuff.. he always gave me the best answer...

love,
Ummaira Noor 'Azam

we love you, MUMMY!!!

2010-04-28T13:47:00.002+08:00

Dear Mummy,

Happy 47th Birthday!!!

Thanks for being such a wonderful mom to abg n umm...

you are the best mother in the world!!

eventhough arwah abah daa tak da, you are still strong.. indeed stronger than ever....

i'm so proud of you.... i'm sure abg is proud of you too...

may Allah S.W.T bless you... insyaallah...

have an amazing year...

birthday presents nanti abg beli kat US, hehehe.....

umm and abang love you forever n always...

p.s. i'll upload more photos soon.....

love,
Ummaira Noor 'Azam...

my current addiction....

2010-04-27T09:49:00.007+08:00

Guess what????

i'm a big fan of korean dramas now... xD (cant help to stop grinning) hahaha!!!

owhhh yeahhhh!!! thanks to my cousin la i'm getting addicted to it....

a few friends of mine had been reminding me not to get addicted to this kind of stuff since i'm going to start college soon....

but i cant help myself.... this kind of addiction is some sort of my like my own guilty pleasure.. xD

my first korean drama was this cheesy story....

owhh yeahh its Boys Over Flowers....

i've been nagging my friends to buy the dvd for me during my 18th birthday...

but then i end up buying the dvd myself... n its worth it!!! x)

since dat, i've been watching the drama more than 5 times!! owhh yeahhh.. sangat gila kan??

the drama was kindda cliche....

typical story line.. but then sometimes its kindda fun to escape to those kind of fantasy land story because reality is much more difference...

because of this drama i've become more cheesy ok!!!

the MAIN guy of the drama was....

Gu Jun Pyo a.k.a Lee Min Ho...

he is like the best boyfriend ever for every girls dream....

good looking!! sexy!!! rich!!! sweet!! SIX PACK!! hot body!!! hahahaha!!! nak apa lagi???

best kan kalau the guy willing to protect you after you being bullied by everyone in the school...

he defence you in front of his mother.. since his mother x approve relationship korg...

he was able to shut the mall down just for you... teman u shopping!!! (every girls dream kan???)

he kidnaps you to New Caledonia, France!! ( such a sweet escape!!)

he was willing to sacrifice in order to make you happy!!!

he's willing to wait for you for 4 hours eventhough its snow heavily at Namsan Tower...
(mana x sweet!!! tengok the guys shaking mcm apa je sbb tunggu you lama sangat)

he's the guy dat you can argue about anything with for 24/7.... (sangat fun!!!)

he bought one of a kind diamond necklace for you.. he even put your name n his name initial at the back of the necklace...

he's willing to pindah just to stay sebelah rumah you.... (awwwww x))

he took up swimming classes just for u... eventhough dia x pernah reti swimming due to bad experienced...

then u guys pergi star-gazing together!!! ( double major awwww) one of his dream is, he want to go start-gazing with your future children... (triple major awwww)

he proposes you at the same place during your first date...

he's willing to wait for you for 4 years in order for you to further your study in medic...

he even proposes you for the second time after the 4 years of waiting...

he confess dat he cant live without you n he loves you....

owhhh yeah, he's my kind of guy!! xD

now i wanna go to Korea n visit the set location of the drama...

so anyone, feel free to sponsor my trip there??? dream on ummaira...

my dear cousins, please make sure the trip to korea by end of dis year jd so dat i can busybody ikut u!!!

they are too good to be true...

Dear cousins, please make sure the trip to Korea by end of dis year jadi.. so dat i can busybody follow u guys!!! xD

love,
Umamira Noor 'Azam

its ur birthday!!!!

2010-04-22T12:17:00.005+08:00

HAPPY SWEET 19 SHARIFAH SYAHIRAH AL- YAHYA!!!

19 suda... xD boleh kahwin daa!! hahahahahaha!!!

anyway, have a wonderful year n love u always....

jom, movie lg!!! sera blanja!! xD

love,
Ummaira Noor 'Azam...

When in Rome was cheesy....

2010-04-22T11:46:00.003+08:00

n i like it!!!!!!!!! x)

Josh Duhamel is so hot!!!!
Fergie is so lucky!!!

n i'm jealous....
hahaha!!!

my amazing cousing, Sera was back for good from the kuala nerang matrix....

i've been dying to see her n hangout with her...

she is my second cheesy movie partner after Aimi Nabila of course...

as stated, we when to watch When in Rome.... damn!! i want to go to dat fonte d'amore or watever u called dat is...

then i need to get mummy's birthday card.... sruh abg beli kat US, sampai skarang no news...

after dat teman sera beli dis long shiny paper... nak bwat those small cute stars...

since both of our hand sangat la kayu so we decided to learn from the kakak on how to make the cute little star...

sera semangat giller part 1...

part 2..

even masa lunch pun semangat jugak while waiting fr our food....

cute kan??? she is planning to fill a bottle with the cute little stars n give it to her sweetheart..

awwww, how sweet....

as for my future sweetheart, u bwat sendiri laa ye dat cute little star!! dream on la i'm going to do it for u.. xD

QUOTE OF THE DAY - if i'm thinking about the guy more than my work, i think i'm in love...

Bon Appetit, anyone ???

2010-04-22T10:59:00.007+08:00

Last sunday, i did try to do domething extraordinary (for myself la kan)....
if u r Aimi Nabila or Sharifah Aiman Arina, then u know la what i'm talking about.. x)
well, i decided to COOK!!! n baked....
ok, stop giving me those kind of look..... so wat i'm being a bit excited???
it was my first time trying n i succeded!!! bkan senang first time try terus jd... daa la tu sedap plak...
ok ummaira, stop complimenting urself... but then i cant help it!!! muahahahaha!!!
enough of the crappy talking....
i was cooking lasagna.. cop!! or maybe baked??? watever it just the same...
but pathetically i didnt get the chance to snap the photos of my awesome lasagna!!!
haizzzz selak lg... owhh well the next time i cook or baked the lasagna, i'll to snap photos from every angle of my awesome lasagna!!!
awwwwww, the lasagna has a name.... AWESOME LASAGNA!!!! x) bangga bangga....

my awesome lasagna did look something like this......

very messy n x nampak sedap sangat.. eventhough the real taste SANGAT SEDAP for first timer la kan... dats wat they said... (they as in the testers yg sangat daring utk taste masakanku)

however the look was NOTHING like dis........

mcm amazing kan??? omg marilah kita drooling bersama - sama.. x)

while i was searching for the lasagna photos, i found dis....

yes baby!!! ICE CREAM FONDUE!!!!

ok now, i'm hungry!!!! x(

on the same day, a family friend did came over to my hse n teached mummy n myself on how to cook the bird nest....
it took about 2 hours for the bird nest to cook... sangat la lama....
at first i didnt really like it... it has dis weird rubbery taste..
but then after a while i kindda like it.. the bird nest taste like jelly... x)
ok i'm not good at describing it but it did taste good...
owhh n its good for ur skin too!!!

to bad abah is not here to taste the bird nest from his own bird nest hse..
the one dat he invested about few years ago....

geez, i'm going to matrix................................ NOT!!!

2010-04-16T10:52:00.004+08:00

ANDA BERJAYA (WTH!!)

PROGRAM MATRIKULASI 1 TAHUN

COURSE : SCIENCE (no effing way!! i had enough of sciences subjects)

DAFTAR PADA 10 / 05/2010..... (omg!! less than 1 month!! goodbye freedom!)

TEMPAT : KM PAHANG....
(hmm mana ni?? GAMBANG??? hahahaha!! no way!! cop! dkat dengan gambang waterpark!!
n is dat supposed to impress me?? xP hahahaha!!)

CONCLUSION : I'm NOT going!!! x) i'll stick with sunway or upu....

love,
Ummaira Noor 'Azam

she's moving....

2010-04-15T18:17:00.003+08:00

Today is 15th april...

2 weeks ago, we (aimi, zaid n myself) were on our way to the ecm... utk menghabiskan masa masa kami yg terlebih lebih free...

then aimi told us dat she's moving in 2 weeks time....

she did mentioned it earlier to me but i never expect it to be so soon...

i thought she's moving somewhere in june...

i was kinda bump but decided not to show it to her....

she kept on reminding us dat she'll be back.. she's not bringing her entire stuff..

but then i know, she'll be spending 70% of her time there.... maybe!!!

after dis no more late night movies... (mummy had warned me, lpas aimi pindah, jangan mengada ngada keluar with ur guy friend mlm mlm..) see!! aimi is my ticket ok!! hahaha!!

no more going to kopitiam...

no more going back at 12 30 am...

no one is going to nag me about the fact dat i still didnt drive around eventhough i already had my P!!
(best la ada driver xD)

owhh x da org la nak teman i tengok those cheesy romantic movies!!!!!

damn, my life going to be affected la (sikit) without u.. sob sob....

i'm going to miss u la AIMI NABILA NORDIN...... x(

p.s. i bwat post ni mcm for my boyfriend plak!! HAHAHAHA!!! LAME!!

love,
Ummaira Noor 'Azam...

sometimes it's not always love...

2010-04-13T11:34:00.006+08:00

A week ago, i was asking the ultimate question ever to 4 of my cousins and a guy friend of mine..
i asked them, how do u know if u are already falling for someone???

n i decided to call my guy friend first since he's most experinced among all of my friends in this kind of stuff...
his relationship will last at least hmm a year... i think!!! but he's not into 2 - 3 months relationship kind of guy....
ok i didnt post dis blog to talk about his relationship.. xP
back to my questions, he did gave me the 5 syndromes if i'm already falling for someone..
n honestly i was going through 3 out of the 5...
but then i'm still not satisfide...

i called the first cousin.....
he was like hmmmm, i'm not sure if u r asking the right person..
i was like WTH man!!! i need ur help kot...
then we end up talking about some random stuff about one of our cousin's bf!! hahahaha!!
i'm sure u will be wondering, brapa banyak cousins ummaira ada???
n my answer - sangat banyak!!! x)

then i ym-ing my second cousin..
she was like OMG!! its LOVE BABY!!!!
hahahahaha!!!
but yet i'm not convinced.... sorry babe!!

i decided to call the third cousin...
after explaining about the whole stuff, she was like its NOT LOVE..
so there is nothing to worry about...
it was like the guy come on the right time and moment or something like dat...
n surprisingly i was satisfide with it but then not totally convinced about it...
so the both of us decided to go with the flow n just give myself a week to sort my feelings out....

the final cousin was telling me i'm going through a PHASE!! hahaha!! sound so cute kan?? a phase!!
i was like wat the hell is dat supposed to mean???
he was like, u r not falling for dis guy but u just like him... u like his presence... u like to be with him.. he was there for u when u need him... hmmmm...
it was like the right guy on the right moment....
n dis time around i'm like owhhh yeahhhh!!!! finally i'm hearing wat i'm supposed to hear...

after giving myself a week, i think i have found the right answer....
n its worth it.... x)

QUOTE OF THE DAY - Wherever you go, go with all your heart by Confucius

love,
Ummaira Noor 'Azam...

Good Morning Sunshine!!!

2010-04-12T10:40:00.003+08:00

I have a confession to make....
Today is the first time ever since i graduated (from my high school) that.....

i wake up at 7 15 AM!!!
hahahahahaha!!
normally its either 10 or 10 30 am.....
mummy kept on nagging me about dis since last march but all i did was NOTHING...

and today, i did it!!! i made myself PROUD!! owhhh yeahhhh!! xD

p.s. mcm x pernah bangun awl... giller selak.. xP

love,
Ummaira Noor 'Azam...

football = soccer

2010-04-12T09:40:00.000+08:00

watching football match ALONE was SUCK!! x(
ok here's a thing, i did watched the match between chelsea and aston villa on saturday's night.... chelsea won baby!! 3 - 0!!
it was like so blurghhh... i meant the situation!! the surrounding!! my tv room was blurghhh!!
all i did was damn!! shoot!!shitty!! bitchynyer!! omg!! i love u laa cech!!!
yeahhh, dats happened when u watched football alone....
hahahahaha!! in a way its kindda funny... but seriously it is pathetic to do so!! it feel PATHETIC!!
as u can see, im a fan of CHELSEA!! not the die hard fan kind...
just the kind of girl who watch her favourite team match when it's not dat late...
i'm not dat rajin to wake up 3 or 4 in the morning just to watch the match.... its like not worth it...
12 am will be like the maximum!!! hahaha!!! i'm such a baby.. hahahahaha!! ummaira, its LAME!!!
talking about lame, i dont know why but i dont entertained LAME JOKES!!
i just dont get it!!
i just never unnderstand it..
Aimi n Ezmeer are good at lame jokes!! they always laugh on the right time...
i never understand them .. i meant on the lame jokes part... x)
till then....

QUOTE OF THE DAY - laughing is the best medicine... xD HAHAHAHA!!
MAJOR LAME!!!

love,
Ummaira Noor 'Azam

i'm back!!!

2010-04-10T14:12:00.000+08:00

I've not been updating my blog for the past 3 months...
my friends had been asking me about it...
n i kept on giving them the same answer which was i dont have the inspiration was the reason why i didnt blog.... ( its LAME!! i know)
omg!! it feel so akward with my laptop keypad... hmmm it really had been a while...
the truth is that, i dont feel like sharing my thoughts with people might be one of the reason why i decided to stop blogging...
i just dont feel like telling people my real feeling... perhaps i've changed???
the next reason would be the bitchy connection!!! i just hate my vodafone!! its like so LEMBAB!!
have you ever been in a situation where u really feel like pouring ur thoughts out in form of words of course, then all of sudden the connection started to become so bloody bitchy??? n u just feel like throwing the bloody broadband into the nearest sea???
dats the kind of situation i'm going through lately.... annoying kan???
ok lets skip the bitchy broadband part....

i've neglected my blog for the past 3 months.. almost 3 months i think....
i've been going through lots of stuff during dat 3 months periods...
one of it would be my spm result....
i have the strong feeling dat most of my school's mates still do not know my real result...
hmmmm to keep it simple, i didnt get straight a's n i dont feel like sharing it with u...
n please STOP telling me dat, its not the end of the world!! we understand wat u had been through!!! its not easy for u to cope!! blablablablabla.. etc etc etc etc....
i'm getting tired of hearing those kind of talk!!!
i'm over it!! n i'm pulling my ourself all over again...
all i need is just ur support.... x) nothing more....

besides dat i think i've been keeping too much stuff to myself for this past 3 months...
so i guess it is better for me to just let it out nicely before i'm starting to explode like a volcano..
perhaps, now might be the right time for me to put myself back on track....

i wanna made a mission AND fulfill it.... not something crappy... just a simple one...
lets start by, i promise to update my blog daily..... or even weekly....
i wanna share my thoughts, my life or anything around me....
yeahhh lets do it!!!

QUOTE OF THE DAY - Just living is not enough. One must have sunshine, freedom, and a little flower by Hans Christian Andersen...

love,
Ummaira Noor 'Azam...

stand by me....

2010-01-19T22:15:00.000+08:00

This will be like my first post for dis year....
i have no idea why i didnt really updated my blog...
owhh wait!! think i know the answer...
i'm just so bloody lazy to sit in front of the laptop to talk about my life...
with the so unpredictable server...
yeahh i am LAZY!!!
the thruth is there are so many thing i wanna tell u but i dont think its proper for me to say it...
but to think about it again, its not like people read my blog....
if u r not my friend i doubt so u'll be reading dis...
ok ummaira lest just skip the crappy part...

LIFE AFTER SPM

life after spm aint dat sweet...
well i dont really know about other ppl but mine is just normal...
nothing extraordinary...
ummaira!!! its just january!! give urself a break....
fine.. i do hope something extraordinary happened for the next few months...
wait lets make it to the next few years..
i do need something to make my life happening....
talking about life, i'm turning 18 tomorrow....
wah, tuanyer rasa!! hahaha!!
18 huh??!!?? which mean i'm legal to get my driving license n watch 18 n above movie..
hahaha!!! for this particular moment dats the 2 thing dat i can only come out with....

LIFE BEFORE 17 N BELOW

the truth is i miss not being 17 or going to 18....
i miss myself when i was younger n less matured...
i was so difference back then...
i dont have to think twice in watever i do.. i just follow my heart...
i was so brave in doing some random crazy stuff...
i had the bestest friend ever n i didnt really confront with her with the whole heart to heart related problems back then...
which was good if u r young but as u r turning into adulthood, its not the best decision...
i can flirt with all the guys without thinking about wats going to happened next...
i dont really have to think about my future since i always expected my family to be by my side till the next 70 years or something....
i was so outspoken... i speak out my mind... n i just love to talk... non stop....
i keep on having faith dat arwah abah will recover from the whole cancer thing....
i was so attach to this one particular guy... which i consider him as my first puppy love....
every single year during my birthday i'm expecting a birthday wish from him...
the funny part was dat i just never get sick of him... n i always wanted something more from him..
i was an annoying sister back then... x percaya sila tanya my brother...
i'm like so bloody busybody... hahahaha!!! selalu tau jer his lattest gf or watever dat is...
all i could think of was just having fun with my friends n cousins....
dats the real reason why i was less matured...
i've decided not to deal with the real life problem.... but somehow i cant escaped few of it...
whethere i like it or not i just have to deal with it..

MY LIFE NOW......

hmmm i've changed??? well in a way yeahh....
i just stop being the happening ummaira noor 'azam... hahaha!!!
i've grown up into someone dat i never expect i will be in short period of time...
within a year lots of stuff can happened..
i've become more matured....
i've been keeping lots of stuff to myself.... n decided not to tell anyone.... which is kindda suffering....
i've been having dis very worried feeling towards my mum n the family...
i've decided to accept the fact dat sometimes my family will not always be my side for the next 70 years or even less than dat...
i started to become very picky on friends.... i just dont want to get involve with troublesome ppl... i just had enough with my own dramas... hahaha...
i've decided not to hope for him anymore... honestly i'm not expecting anything from him anymore... lets just move on.. n find a better guy.. yeahh!! dats my goal!! hahaha....
i've resigned being the busybody sister... hahaha!!! i just hope for the best for my brother...
besides dat i think i'm having a 2nd thought on being psychologist....
i think i really need to sit back n think about the whole taking psychology course...
i never ask myself, wats my 2nd n 3rd option???
pathetically i have none....
wat if i end up not doing psychology?? what will happened to me??
i've told u life is aint sweet after spm!! since u r deciding ur own path of life...
it may lead u to become a real human being or not....
basically this whole thing is just my random thought so dont take it seriously....
even i dont stick to my own words.....

till then....

love,
ummaira noor 'azam

THE RECAP OF 2009

2010-01-01T00:09:00.000+08:00

JANUARY

- the beginning of my senior year.....
- my class was 5 science amanah....
- i had a crazy classmates...
- at first my desk partner was tcy but then she decided to sit with abrar so syahrul replace her....
- on the 20th january i turned 17 and it was my first time to celebrate my birthday without my dear family....
-i had my first surprised party in this month too!!!

FEBRUARY

-i think we had our sport's day.... yeahhhh!!! it was in the stadium if i'm not mistaken....
-i attended the camp kepimpinan!!! hahaha!!! the year before x joined sbb jatuh....
i slept in sckool n i'm not planning to do it again.... hahaha!!!
-abang turned 21!!!

MARCH

-we had our 1st term break....
-my life was full of tuitions... actually throughout the year pergi tuitions....
-umi and abah went for umrah...
-i went for my first driving talk.... ceramah yg sampai rasa nak tido tuu.... gila suffering!!
-i jatuh dlm toilet!! 2nd strike!!! owhh yeahhhh... hahahaha!!!!
-i think we had a test.. result x la outstanding sangat... biaser je... main main lagi.. x)

APRIL

-i jatuh for the 3rd time!!! dis time dramatic skit depan skolah!! owhhh yeahhh!!
it was WONDERFUL experienced....
-umi n abah got back from umrah....
-prepare for smart niaga!!! i had to decide between prefect's or english language booth....
i end up with prefect... wat a lousy els president!! haizzz....
-i did my first static test for the driving thing... n i failed!!! dpat 40 out of 50!! passing mark dia 42!!! sakit hati!!!!!!!
-mummy turned 46!!! x)

MAY

-SMART NIAGA WAS FUN!!!! ok i'm lying... it was ok... at least i had a complete event for my senior year...
-I HAD A CHICKEN POX!!!!! dammit!!! screw the chicken pox.... i had all the marks till today!! urghhhh!!! btw it was my 2nd time having it.... mangkuk betul...
-mid year exam was on this month!!! result biaser jee.... padan muka kene ambik exam sorg sorg!!!
-i did my 2nd static test for the same driving thing...n guess wat!! i got the same mark!!!! sakit hati sangat sampai give up daa!! x nak ambik daa!!! blurghhhh!!!!

JUNE

- i was having the 2 weeks sckool break... kira mcm summer holidays laa.... poyos!!!
it was boring..
-daddy turned 50 in dis month.... we celebrate it in shahzan in fancy kind of way with the relatives n friends.....
-the prefect's commity organize the teacher's day... it was fun!!! xD
-tcy, aimi n i joined kuiz pelaburan!! we grab the 1st runner up.... where's our sijil n prize???

JULY

-daddy's condition was getting worst... i didnt really know the real story... they didnt tell me... but then daddy trying to tell me literally....
-hmm beside dat i think i was being serang in sckool on dis month... hahaha!! i'm going to remember dat day till i die... i'm sure all the form 5 ingat kan wat happened!! hahaha!! kene serang kat koridor class... people hated me!! hahahaha!!! owhh well i love u guys.. x) no kidding...

AUGUST

-ABANG BALIK!!!!! yeahhhh!!! it was like a surprised trip or sumthing.... his hair was longer than mine masa dia balik 2.... his college was amazing!! agak jealous tengok all the college photos... i was determined to continue my study in STATES!!! but abah ckap NO!!! he said
i will only let u go if abang is still there...
-abah was so happy masa abg balik... they spent most of their time together... jealous betul!! x(
- i was working my ass off for my trial...
- abang was back to madison by the end of august... x(

SEPTEMBER

-hmmmm..............

-i had my trial..... it was tough.......
-september was not one of my favourite month in this year.....
-i lost my daddy during my 3rd weeks of trial... i was having addmath papers on dat day... the papers was hard!! my feeling was weird on dat day.. i was to prepare for my physics paper for the next day.. i still remeber bringing whole stack of physics books to the hospital... the weird part i was lost in dat hospital, padahal daa pergi brapa banyak kali daa... but on dat day i was lost... when i reach the daddy's bed, the nurse was checking his bp n stuff... he looks ok... then mummy told me to be prepared... then time asar abah hembuskan nafas terakhir dia.... it was heartbreaking... till today the whole situation is still in my mind... they said abah was waiting for me..... on dat day i saw most of my uncles cried.. it was so....... i cant find the right word for it... but abah meant a lot in our life...
-the saddest part masa abg x dpat the real news from us... umi was reluctant to tell him... but somehow news can spread so fast... he knew 2 hours after abah meninggal...
abang!!! dont blame urself for not being here... allah sayangkan abah lebih... n u managed to spend ur full time with him when u were back.. those were the words dat i've told him....
-abang decided 2 balik malaysia....
-it was our first raya without abah... basically x rasa mcm raya pun....
-i had to retake my trial paper for account....
-my trial result was not dat excellent... 6 a's 2 b's n 2 c's......
-then abah balik madison again...

OCTOBER

-i was still mentally affected.... i'm not going 2 lie 2 u... when ppl keep on telling us to be strong.. it is NOT easy... org cakap senang laa but kita yg menanggung sangat lain rasa dia... honestly i dont think those of u can imagined the real pain.... ppl will keep on saying they understand but i think they dont... i only believe u if u had gone through wat i've been through when i lost my abah... it was so hurt n deep....
-i still remember on one of the day in sckool, we were talking about wali thing in the perkahwinan chapter during agama period... it was farah, syahrul n myself... i did mentioned dat i want my father to be my wali... then farah n syahrul keep quiet n they stared at me... n all i could say was oppss!!! i forgot!! n i smile...
-we had our graduation dinner somewhere in october.... we were the pioneer batch to do it!!! x)
- then the prefect's had their annual dinner.... i'm going 2 miss being an annoyed setiausaha BPP!!! hahaha!! the junior prefects did hated me SO MUCH!! puhlease!! i knew it.. x)

NOVEMBER

- the spm heat is on!!! hahaha....
- amir turned 15!!!
- aimi n aiman arina turned 17!!
- alia turned 2nd!!!
- new moon premiere in dis month!! x dpat tengok awal sbb spm... x(
- study mcm nak gila da...tension tahap maksimum!! stress full limit daa.... hahaha!!!

DECEMBER

- still study, tension n stress mcm nak gila!!!! but only sampai 8th of december... after dat FREEDOM baby!!! hahahaha!! after 11 years of schooling!!! blurghhhhh!!! 11 years!!! lama 2.. kalau dpat baby, anak daa 11 tahun.. hahaha!!!
-on the 8th night i've watch new moon with jija... new moon was hmmmm ok je... x la best mana... well i didnt watch it for the 2nd time... x)
-after dat pergi hang out for the last time with aimi, syahrul n farah.... 2012 was nice.... tengok dkat cinema baru gempak laa...
-owhhh i met fahrin ahmad in 1 of the shell event in sheraton subang!!! i think so.... it was a shell challenge or sumthing.. omg!!!!! fahrin ahmad is hot!!!! selak jugak laa wole day lepas jumpa dia 2... habis all my closest friend i mms gambar i dengan fahrin... hahaha!!! siap letak wallpaper lagi ok!!! xD punye laa selak....
-n i did my 3rd static test for driving in order to get L!!! YESS!!! 3 TIME!!! n I ...... PASSED!!!!!!!!! 46 OUT OF 50!!! owhh yeahhh... study mcm nak study spm je.... hahahaha....
-nader n nik turned 17 on this month!!!

to sum up...
2009 was a bitter sweet year for me...
i'm not going to hate it just because i lost my father in dis year...
i was having my senior year.... eventhough its not dat cool but i think i have one of the best senior year ever surrounded by my classmates, friends n teachers!!! they r the best!!! without them my senior year will never be complete...
through out the year i've learnt lots of stuff... n i might be more matured compared to my real age...
n i've changed!!! i've decided not to blame the situation, time or the enviroment....
i finally know who my real friends are....
just because u have been friends for more than 5 years dat does not meant dat person is ur real friend.... yeahhh i've learnt dat....
but then i'm still grateful because i'm surrounded by an amazing family, relatives, cousins n friends through out the year..... they had been very supportive... THANKS for dat... i love you guys...
i also learnt dat sometimes i can never depend on others.... n i have to believe in myself....
well dats about it....

GOODBYE 2009!!!

LOVE,
UMMAIRA NOOR 'AZAM

Majlis Makan Malam Badan Perwakilan Pelajar SMART 2009 (prefects)....

2009-10-24T20:21:00.000+08:00

OCCASION : Badan Perwakilan Pelajar's Dinner

VENUE : Vistana Hotel

DATE : 23rd of October 2009

THEME : 1 MALAYSIA
(eventhough rasa masa pergi majlis kahwin..)

aimi : apasal rasa mcm dkat raya punya open hse eh??

aina : agak laa..

umm : ye ke??? i rasa mcm org kahwin je.... x)

farah : hmmmm ( busy with her phones.. yeap!! PHONES ppl !!!)

(dialog masing - masing mengikut colour baju yang dipakai yeee....)

and the princess goes to.................

yeap!!!!!!!

its AIMI NABILA NORDIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!

dat thing is furry and PINK!!!

aimi's new favourite colour...
(i tau for sure u cekik i in sckool tomorrow)

THE PRINCE N PRINCESSS

CONGRATULATIONS ASIFA, SHAFIQ AND THE REST...
U GUYS DID A GREAT JOB....
I WAS TOUCH DURING THE PRESENTATION....
(eventhough banyak photos syok sendiri, u get wat i mean kan!!) xP

ALL THE BEST FOR NEXT YEAR!!!

love,
ummaira noor 'azam

SMART Graduation Night CLASS of 2009...

2009-10-20T15:46:00.000+08:00

it was the night for the CLASS 2009!!!

finally we had something to talk about for our senior year... x)
thanks to the principal n teachers for supporting the event..
n kudos to the committee of the graduation night...
u guys did a wonderful job!!!
WEN JUN, ANN BEE, ADELE, NAD,DAYAH, IMANI, ZAID, SAB, KHAIRUL AND THE REST OF THEM.......

n YESSS!!! WE HAD LOTS OF FUN ON DAT NIGTH....
it was a night to remember...
seeing the photos since we were in form 1 was very nostalgic....
ok ummaira!!! stop being touchy.....

and the best would be dis ................

my fellow 5SA mates.....
the whole batch of CLASS 2009......

LET'S CONTINUE TO MAKE HISTORY TOGETHER!!! x)

love,
ummaira noor 'azam

al - fatihah abah...

2009-09-21T18:38:00.000+08:00

Abah kesayangan kami sekeluarga telah kembali ke rahmatullah
pada hari Isnin yg lepas, 14th september 2009....

thanks for all the wishes n the support...
it meant a lot for umi, abang n myself...

basically i'm not mentally ready to talk about it...
when the right time has come, i'll blog about it..
thanks again everyone...

semoga roh abah dicucuri rahmat dan beliau ditempatkan di kalangan orang orang yang beriman...
AL-FATIHAH.....

family first....

2009-08-29T21:41:00.000+08:00

firstly,

SELAMAT MENYAMBUT BULAN RAMADHAN!!!

hello ummaira!!! org daaa seminggu puasa, baru hari ni nak wish..
fine fine fine!!! my bad...
anyway i've been busy for dis past few weeks... mcm dia sorg je busy
ok ummaira noor 'azam!!! stop talking to urself!!!

ok lets get serious...
my dear abg was back recently...
ok x recently mana...
about 3 weeks ago laa... YEAYYY!!!! xD
n the sad part was dat he's back to wisconsin few days ago... x(

having him here was so good!!!! owhh yeahhh...
nahhhh, dats not the right word!!
it was so freaking amazing laaa!!!
yeap!! dats right....
abah was so happy... yeaa laaa everday diorg hang out...
ok ummaira x pyah nak jealous x bertempat

dis time around abg was back with a mission which was to bawak balik all the cookies for raya...
hahahahaha!!!
mcm cute kan???!!!???
since addmath was his favourite subject so he managed 2 teach me the trigo chapter...
hahahaha!! x bleh nak fooling around sangat since its not the addmath tutour yg bleh main main!

so, he's back!!!
i'm going 2 miss him again!!!
lepas ni x da org yg akan tanya :

umm!! abg nak pergi pasar ramadhan!!! nak pesan apa???

today tuition sapa hantar???

ada soalan addmath lagi???

ok ummaira daa start beremo.... xP

secondly,
trial is coming!!!
its on the 1st of september!!!
n i think i wont be posting anything for dis couple of weeks...
tunggu for the raya post ok!!
bleh emo lama lama skit....
hahahaha....WTH!!!

and finally,

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY IMAN AHMAD NORDIN!!!!

FOR THOSE WHOSE JOINING ME FOR TRIAL,
ALL THE BEST OK!!!
INSYAALLAH KITA DAPAT GOOD RESULT OK..
AMIN.....

take care guys!!!

p.s. never ever tengok nigella bites during bulan puasa ok!!! if not diri sendiri sakit hati!!

p.s.s. i just finished up filling my matrix borang through the internet... pahang, perak n negeri sembilan!!! suka hati je pilih kan!!! xP

love,
ummaira

Discrimination & ILOVENYC!

2009-08-09T22:15:00.001+08:00

after 1 whole freaking week being quarantined... (ye la sangat)
i'm going to school tomorrow!!!
excited??? hmmm boleh laaa....
rasa dipulau dan di discriminate oleh orang awam sangat laa hina...
yeahhh!!! one harsh word there...
as if like semua budak SMART kene dat bloody thing... xP
here is one good example :

x pyah tau dan tanya di mana terdapatnya notis ini...

next!!

SERA!!! SERA!!! SERA!!! SERA!!! SERA!!!
ada present utk anda!!!

hahahaha!!!
gila semangat ambik gambar each angle lagi.....
bertambah laa t-shirt kita yg sama.. xP
balik dari kuala nerang nanti ye kak!!

love,
ummaira

Dear Abah....

2009-08-07T00:10:00.000+08:00

it has been a while since i blog about my daddy...
so dis time around lets not talk about my own little world..
its abah's turn...
just 2 warn my dear readers, dis post going 2 be a bit emotional so prepare a box of tissue by ur side ok....

hmmm u know wat abah, sometimes i just wish u could read my blog...
i know i hardly show my real feeling..
everytime i'm with u i'm so caught up with the whole bloody be strong feeling...
i'm not saying dat i'm not strong enough..
its just time sometimes its kindda suck beause its not easy...
abah, i want u to be strong!!! indeed WE want u 2 be strong...
strong enough to fight the bloody cancer!!!!
wait!!!!! the whole suffering thing dat u go through right now is not because of cancer kan??
its because of the bloody doctor in dat bloody private hospital kan!!!!!!
yes u!!! the bloody doctor!!!! because of ur bloody careless work!!!
my abah is suffering like hell now!!!
2 laaa blaja tinggi tinggi sampai pergi ireland but then bleh plak potong bile duct org....
senang je kan!!! memang la senang ckap!!!
since its not ur bloody father!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
arghhhhhhhhh!!!!
how do u expect me to be calm when its killing me inside seeing my own father like dat!!!
haizzzzzzzz.......
honestly abah's kindda weak......
he is so thin ok...
i can even see his bone!!!!!!

arghhhhh!!! dammit!!!! ummaira stop crying!!!

ok, take a deep breath...
fuhhhh, let me continue....
the truth is its tough facing all this things...
its not easy...
my friends keep on asking me 2 share this whole thing with them...
but i dont have dat much courage!!!
i even break my own record dis year in school..
it is so unlike me 2 be crying though....

few days ago, i heard a conversation between mummy n cik pah....
mummy was so strees up with the whole bibik's story...
then out of no where she was like,

2 laaa kesian sangat kat umm..
time dia exam laa ada je benda jadi....

alahai, sayunya..... ok ummaira no crying!!!
hmmmmmm....
nahhh, its ok ummi....
nama pun dugaan kan....

despite the whole condition dat abah is facing right now, i'm quite impressed with abah's friends...
yeahhh!!! it was his SDAR'S mates....
mcm amazing kan????
eventhough each of them have their own life now but yet they still can find time 2 be there for their friends...
its like a real true friends laaa..
they even willing 2 come over from the far far places just to visit the precious friend....
this whole friend thing really made me wonder??
do i have such friends like them???
will they be there for me???
will they visit me when i'm dying???
hahahaha....
ntah laa..
agak subjective....

besides dat we have a strong support from our beloved family n relatives....
yeahhhh!!!! they were so supportive...
well except for certain relatives though...
yes!!! i know dat i hav no right 2 talk about it...
but i wanna clear things up...
hmmm mcm nak start???
ok here's a good one, everytime kalau nak pinjam duit ke, nak beli air ticket nak balik ktn ke nampak plak gate rumah kiteorg kan??
number yg x da pun bleh cari kan???
but then bila tau abah msuk hospital, x nampak pun batang hidung???
x jumpa gate rumah ke???
hilang number ke???
do u expect bila abah daaa mcm teruk sangat baru nak dtg???
owhh wait!! baru ni abah teruk, sampai doctor kat selayang pun daa give up...
is dat not teruk enough????
x dtg langsung!!!!!!!!!!!!!
apa ni???? mcm ni la kan.....
yes!!!!! i admit!!!! i'm so bloody berdosa for saying this whole thing but at least i dont forget ppl's deed easily....
can u just imagined!!
the relatives in kl bleh turun about twice n org yg ada kat ktn ni langsung x dtg!!!!
hahahhahaha!!! such a mentality kan.....

ok ummaira stop it!! dat would be enough on dat....
u know wat, every single night before i sleep..
i'll recite a doa...
n i'll always say that,
ya allah ya tuhanku..
kau panjang kan la umur kedua-dua ibu bapaku dan abgku...
aku merayu kpdmu kau ambik la nyawaku sekiranya ia boleh menggantikan nyawa ayahku,ibuku dan abgku....
biar la aku pergi dahulu berbanding dengan ayahku,ibuku dan abgku...
i dont know why my doa is like dat...
maybe if i go, they dont have 2 suffer badly...
ntah laaa....

abah...
please stay a little longer...
i want u n ummi 2 be there during the day i got my spm's result...
i want u n ummi 2 be there the day i gradute n receive a degrees,master or even phD...
I want u n ummi be there during abang's wedding...
i want u n ummi 2 be there during my wedding...
i want u n ummi 2 be there when i have my first baby...
yes!!! i want u n ummi 2 be there in every single dreams i want to achieve...
n same goes 2 abang..... x)

basically, i admit dat abah is not like most of my friend's father...
abah is a bit conservative, religious n he's good in evertyhing......
i dont talk about boys with him!!!!hahahaha...
yeahhhh!!! the only guy that i'm going 2 tell him is my future husband... xP
but he is the guy dat abang n me look up for...
everytime we need advise about the path dat we want choose, its his opinion dat matter the most....
he really knows wat his talking about.....
eventhough i always disagree with few of his decision but then in the end he was always right...
yeahhh, its for own good.....
i'm not saying dat abah is like an angel....
he's hot tempered....
hahahahahaha....
when we were still young, abah was so bloody garang ok...
n yet i'm the daddy's little girl...
abang laa suka bwat benda pelik pelik...
hahahaha...
but my beloved parents raised abang n i in a very disciplined way of living...
so dats wat we r now....
its not like we dont enjoy our childhood live but kiteorg since kecik sudah di ajar untuk tidak gatal gatal tumpah ink on abah's paper work, bwat perangai mengada ngada or anything like dat la kan.....

anyway,
dats the real reason why i hardly blog about my abag since i'll get emotional easily...

to my dearest abah!!!
get well soon ok!!!
we love u more than anything!!!
u r the superman of the family ok!!!
we'll fight off dat bloody cancer together ok!!!!!
love love love... x)

your daughter,
ummaira noor 'azam.....

a quick recap...

2009-07-31T23:49:00.000+08:00

well lots of stuff going on lately...

just a quick recap since i'm so bloody malas 2 elobarate all of it..

firstly, daddy just got back from the hospital which is a HUGE relief....
we dont have 2 go to the hospital anymore...
n it has been a while since i actually blog about my dad..
i'll talk about it in my next post, hopefully...
then bleh emo emo la... x)
mcm apa je...

secondaly, sera is back!!! well, WAS back actually...
she was having her 1st term break...
we hang out!!! owhhh yeahhh!! tengok ice age 3 lagi... YES!!! CHILDISH MOVIE!! LOL
but pathetically, kita x camwhore kan...
so NO PHOTO to post...
perhaps during raya ok... x)
i'm going miss u...

thirdly, hmmmm my life is turning back into the way it supposed 2 be now....
before dis ada gaduh dengan org sampai x bercakap berminggu-minggu dan berbulan- bulan...
ada yg daa ok n ada yg masih tidak ok....
so ntah laa...
maybe they just dont need me in their perfect life...
so i'm cool 2 back off...
or to be invisible..
nanti bila daa rasa my ego 2 mcm kurang daa, i'll find a way 2 work things up..
as for now, just let it...
n pls dont force me to do anything i dont want to do...

forthly, i just realise dat i do have few cool classmates....
hahahaha!!!! i'm going to miss talking about the whole future thing n gossiping with u guys especially when i'm college...

mimi : ummaira, nanti awk ada bf awk bagi x bg awk pegang tangan???
me : nanti bila sy ada bf baru sy jwb ok...

aimi : umm!! ur future bf perlu mempunyai tahap kesabaran yang tinggi dan senyap!!
me : wat the hell!!! (muka x ble blaa!!, then muka cool balik) 2 la psal... kesian dia!!!

bahiyah : whose ur lattest bf???
me : damn!!! i sound like a player.... ROBERT PATTINSON!!

farah : ummaira, rumah u perlukan air ventilation sbb hari 2 i pergi tutup je semua tingkap..
me : mana ada!!! bukak je!!! ( dlm hati, FINE i'll tell my bibik)

seriously i'm going to miss each n everyone of u, my dear 5sa mates....

next, I MISS MY ABG!!!!!!!
wahhh, lama daa x ckap mcm 2..
owhh yeahh!!!
I MISS HIM SO MUCH!!! x(

then, aimi sruh post psal dia...
hmmmm, apa nak ckap???
owhh yesss!!! aimi nabila is so bloody naughty!!!
let me give u a good example,
dia suka conteng test pad org then tulis all the names yg kita x suka!!
then conteng pemadam org!!! siap tulis the 1st crush sampai skarang!!!!!
if anda x fham, then skip dis part!!!
cop!! did i'll tell u dia main glue on ppl's table??
owhh yeahh!!!!
so bloody naughty!! n everytime kalau sharp 12 noon, dia akan HYPER!!
hahahahaha!!!!
then mangsa buli dia ialah ummaira noor 'azam!!!
pls take note for dat yeahhh!! xP

last but not least, i got 1 week holidays....
sekiranya anda seorg yg peka dengan isu semasa, anda akan tahu mengapa... x)
hahahaha!!!!

anyway, as promises i did mentioned about the fact dat we (tcy,aimi n i) won the 1st runner up for the kuiz perlaburan thing...
well here is the photo :

credit 2 aimi sbb edit the photo...
n thanx 2 dat abg sbb sent dis photo....

muka agak x ble blaa laa.... hahahahaha!!!
stop talking ummaira!!! condem je tau....

FINALLY!!!!!!
I HAVE 2 PREPARE MYSELF FOR THE SPM TRIAL!!!!!

love,

ummaira

aimi masak!!!!

2009-07-05T20:36:00.000+08:00

owhh yeahh!!

sampai hani kene pergi tolong diorg basuh the kuali n the pinggans n the mangkuks...
shoot!!! miss kong's going 2 kill me for not writing a proper english...
ok fine!! i am exaggerating... xP

picasa sangat berguna apabila anda malas nak upload photos banyak banyak!!
nak tengok sapa paling hot, sila zoom sendiri yea.. x)

n finally!!!!!
our own minah rempit sedang beraksi... HAHAHAHA!!!
sorry aina!! but awk hot gila ok bwak motor!! owhh yeahhhh!! xD

thanx to aunty fatimah, uncle nordin dan 3 org anak daranya sbb invite kiteorg utk menghavockan rumah mereka...xD
(bm anda sangat berterabur ummaira)

love,
ummaira